goth_monkey

*A NEW POEM I WROTE*
Death Of A Lover's Heart

Hammer the nails into my heart,
and crucify me for your salvation.
Put me in the coffin and bury me
with the love you said you had.

This is the death of a lover's heart
when all was in grasp is now nothing but a dream.
The Death of a lover's heart is silent
silent...
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HIM "And Love Said No"

And love's light blue
Led me to you
Through all the emptiness that had become my home
Love's lies cruel
Introduced me to you
And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill...
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it sux how i love someone so much and she ran away from my life... all cuz of a misunderstanding in a blog... didnt want to talk bout it but was so hesitant to leave and run from my life and from having me involved in her life and in mine ... i love her so much yet i feel she doesnt care she doesnt...
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slowly im feeling better this wound is still fresh... i cant believe wats happened in these few days its hard to think how how happy i was from all this pain ive been through... when i close my eyes i picture how id make love to her how shed hold me tell me she loves me ... now shes gone... its her loss... i know...
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Whats there to live for when every second is a new dilema.
When your love wants to give up and leave?
When everything just drops on you.
I keep waking up with nothing live for.
I wanna cry but my cheek stays dry.
Worse goes to shit, and i dont know wats worse than shit
mayb its my life cuz i feel real low,.....
Everything...
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How hard is it to wake up w/ a heavy heart?
Why doesnt the weight keep us from getting out of bed?
Why do we strive when failure always keeps us down?
Why do I keep walking with the weight keeping me down?

Its the hope of tomorrow
that keeps me going
the hope of a better tomorrow
hope of a future of lightened spirits...
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women can be a burden as well as a joy, im currently tryin to figure out wat to do in my life conserning the one who i love. the actions that have taken place has hurt us both. but more importantly she claims she loves me even after claiming to have to sleep w/ another man to figure out if she wanted to b w/...
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well i was off shopping for some camos so i can use while i paintball and so where better to look than your friendly goodwill store. so i walk into the store and right there and then the smell hits me like a bee sting but a pungant smell hitting my nose i was all GOD ITS GOODWILL SMELL. so i tired to ignore it...
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yesterday i saw one of the coolest yet scariest thing. SNOW in el paso its fhe freaking desert and we got snow well it has to be at least the 2nd or 3rd time its snowed here at all in its history. and man was i scared cuz its like hell freazing over. LITERALLY. so that has to be a sign of end of times....
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