it seems as though someone has hacked my account, so if any comments were left anywhere that were deemed inappropriate, i apologize even though it was not me.

i am waiting to hear the next song that rings true, oh wait i got it:


Lyrics to Can't Take Anymore :
Thought you could face the world now you lost your nerve
All the things you held so close until the tables turned
And when I tried to warn you still you took the risk
How did I know we'd drift apart how did I know it would come to this
Now everything is over and it never will return
You're just a part of my life a memory I wanna burn
I could feel it ending you won't face the truth
I can't live with all your lies I can't take more of your abuse
No I can't take anymore Don't apologize to even the score
Hypocrisy and unity they're not just words to me
No I can't take anymore
Want to send you a letter just to put your mind at ease
I could write it up in the sky I still don't think that you could see
You won't admit that it's over you won't face the truth
I can live with all your lies I can't take more of your abuse
All the things you try to hide won't wash away
All the life you took from me you can't disguise will never fade
So don't look for the answers or somewhere to place the blame
There's nothing that can save you now
can't get back what you threw away

-pennywise

ignorance is bliss, and much less expensive.

i did make a new friend though, which goes against every grain of my being, but maybe they wont disappoint me.

and an old friend admitted he was a tool so that makes things right again.

Strain this chaos turn it into light
I've gotta see you one last night
Before the lions take their share
Leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere

Just give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear cause you are all that I have

You're cinematic razor sharp
A welcome arrow through the heart
Under your skin feels like home
Electric shocks on aching bones

Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear cause you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear cause you are all that I have

There is a darkness deep in you
A frightning magic I cling to

Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have

-snow patrol

They slit our throats
Like we were flowers
And our milk has been
Devoured
When you want it
It goes away too fast
Times you hate it
It always seems to last
Just remember when you think
You're free
The crack inside your fucking heart is me
(thought, not spoken):
I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day
I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day
I wish I could sleep
But I can't lay on my back
Because there's a knife
For everyday that I've known you
When you want it
It goes away too fast
Times you hate it
It always seems to last
Just remember when you think
You're free
The crack inside your fucking heart is me
(thought, not spoken):
I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day
I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day
Lie to me, cry to me, give to me
I would
Lie with me, die with me, give to me
I would
Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair always
Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair always
Lie to me, cry to me, give to me
I would
Lie with me, die with me, give to me
I would
I hope that we die holding hands
for always
I hope that we die holding hands
for always
I hope that we die holding hands

-m manson

Stop the season stop the sting
A plastic mic a broken string
Infected wound from a rusty ring
so what?

soon you'll be there too (x2)

kissing families can recall
A program to derail us all
Forgotten prison it's been safe 'til now
it's no wonder that we did it this way
Keep looking forward on paths sideways
it's everything that is connected and beautiful.
now I know where I stand.

Move on
Roll along
Not today

it's everything that's connected and beautiful
now, i know where i stand.

Thank god you're heart is to close.

This can't be the bitter end.
I know it won't.

Well someone said i made a mistake
Kept looking forward on paths sideways
It's everything that is connected and beautiful
And now i know just where i stand
Seasons always shift too late
Spent too much time now I'm bent sideways
Everything that is connected and beautiful
And now i know just where i stand
Thank god it's over....


-silversun pickups

i try and try but can't seem to pry my mind from the gutter
gutter brain pushing filthy thoughts
dirty hands working digging nails
let your fingers do the walking
let your fingers do the walking
let your fingers do the walking
don't come knocking on my door, it's open
just walk in like your own place, hang your hat, put your feet up!
i got time and i know how to use it
how much time do you have, do you know?

-h. rollins (if memory serves)

it looks as though i will be gone from here shortly after nov 3.

evilashley

kathleen

eli

jackie

you will be missed.

roxie, i'll see you at home.

k, bye.

p.s. give me a reason to stay