
age: 38 (Apr 18, 1974)
MEMBER SINCE: September 2005
occupation: currently...stone work ..usually school teache..took a year off to start grad school
sign: pain is temporary
gets me hot: crazy, ever-chaning hair
makes me happy: angry music, mellow music, warm thunderstorms, good horror movies, squirting blood scenes
into: listening to/playing music, , outdoor stuff, reading, playing the guitar...whitewater
most humbling moment: ??????????????????
makes me sad: parents getting old, the crying indian commercial
body mods: shoulders and half arm tats, tat on my back and l.calf...no piercings
i lost my virginity: in a parK
my attmept to write in this journal are failing. i was talking with a guy i work with. he decided to go to a baptist church, while he was there he saw an old friend of mine. this friend ( not really) is a crack dealer, has two kids and left them. he has a warrant out for his arrest and is a dead beat dad. a real winner. and here he was a church, the kicker is he was accepted by the church. it hit me how fucked this world is we live in. i worked alot by myself today, through the noise of the chainsaw i couldn't help but wish or think that if i was god i would have thrown a lightening bolt down his preaching throat. oh well i don't believe there is a god anyway at least in the traditonal sense.





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