okay kids.
this is the last month for me.
my parents are coming back from their duties in iraq -thank god- and i'm gettin the fuck up out this house! gonna get my own friggin house finally, and frankly, i need to conserve all the money i can.
ergo--> no more suicide grrls for me.
fancybear, dear, you are a kindred and i really enjoyed...
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this is the last month for me.
my parents are coming back from their duties in iraq -thank god- and i'm gettin the fuck up out this house! gonna get my own friggin house finally, and frankly, i need to conserve all the money i can.
ergo--> no more suicide grrls for me.
fancybear, dear, you are a kindred and i really enjoyed...
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well i guess it's time i update this here thing.
let's see.....
well, i'm done with the community service and i paid my fine. all i have left is to get my license reinstated, but i'll have to wait until the 16th to do that. (manditory 120 day suspension) after that, just gotta keep outa any kind of trouble until dec. 2005.
woohoo for me!...
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let's see.....
well, i'm done with the community service and i paid my fine. all i have left is to get my license reinstated, but i'll have to wait until the 16th to do that. (manditory 120 day suspension) after that, just gotta keep outa any kind of trouble until dec. 2005.
woohoo for me!...
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lunna:
Hi sweetie. I missed you while I was absent from sg land. Come back and update and 
tattooed_marine:
Just thought I'd say hello. I'm stationed on Fort Gordon, so I thought I'd drop you a line..
Talk to you later,
tattooed_marine
Talk to you later,
tattooed_marine
BIRTHDAY FOR MEEEE!!!!!!!!
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tinear:
Happy b day!
lunna:
What are you up to sweetie?
does anyone know where i can find a 1950s grace kelly kind of white dress? that's the style i'm looking for but i can't seem to find the right one. the closest that i've found is a size 4! who wears a a friggin size 4?!
i've been on ebay and various vintage shops online.
if anyone could point me in a general direction i...
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i've been on ebay and various vintage shops online.
if anyone could point me in a general direction i...
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does anyone know what happened to evildoc?!
i miss him!
i miss him!
gonna drop my classes tomorrow.
got some house projects that i'm trying to get underway. big house projects.
gonna get a resume together so i can apply to this local rag called sass. they're looking for freelance writers.
mr. d loves me. he wants to ask me to marry him. and as soon as he does i'm gonna say yes.
um........house projects from hell!!!!!!!!
love,...
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got some house projects that i'm trying to get underway. big house projects.
gonna get a resume together so i can apply to this local rag called sass. they're looking for freelance writers.
mr. d loves me. he wants to ask me to marry him. and as soon as he does i'm gonna say yes.
um........house projects from hell!!!!!!!!
love,...
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apologees:
yikes
seems like every one of yer journal entries makes me say that.
yer life is way too intense for a 30 minute sitcom.
seems like every one of yer journal entries makes me say that.
yer life is way too intense for a 30 minute sitcom.
ahhh....the sweetness of make up monkey love sex..........
we hashed it out until there was nothing left. this is what he meant:
for the past 2 years, his daughter was the only thing that kept him going, kept him moving, kept him alive. when there was no one who loved him, when there was nothing to live for, there was only her. and he can't...
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we hashed it out until there was nothing left. this is what he meant:
for the past 2 years, his daughter was the only thing that kept him going, kept him moving, kept him alive. when there was no one who loved him, when there was nothing to live for, there was only her. and he can't...
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lunna:
I need some monkey lovin' too. Miss you sweetie and hope all stays well with you
lunna:
I have no clue where Evildoc is..but I have his number maybe I'll call and find out. Later sweetheart!
my heart's been perferated.
to me, motherhood is sacred. it's one of those things i've always known i was born to do in life, along with art and writing.
so, mr. d and i were talking last nite about his beautiful little girl, and how wonderful she is and how much she's adored and all that.
he gets quiet for a moment and he says...
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to me, motherhood is sacred. it's one of those things i've always known i was born to do in life, along with art and writing.
so, mr. d and i were talking last nite about his beautiful little girl, and how wonderful she is and how much she's adored and all that.
he gets quiet for a moment and he says...
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evildoc:
my only thought is that he won't know how wrong he is until he's a dad with you. it's sort of like the bullshit line that some people believe that there's no love like your first love, no car like your first car, no burrito like your first burrito.
the way everyone learns that's all bullshit is by finding mature love (not first love), driving something more comfy than a 10 year old civic hatchback, and discovering restaurants beyond taco bell.
i'm not saying his daughter is taco bell, but the way he's going to learn that every child is like a your first is to do it all again. some close friends of mine had a baby a few years back. his mom is a woman i really love. she had 10, count em, 10 kids. she was also a nurse at a hospital for over 25 years. when my friends had their baby, his mom told me that she was so surprised how she felt when she held their son. she had forgotten that the first time with a new baby it always feels like she'd never held a baby before--and she's held a lot of babies.
the way everyone learns that's all bullshit is by finding mature love (not first love), driving something more comfy than a 10 year old civic hatchback, and discovering restaurants beyond taco bell.
i'm not saying his daughter is taco bell, but the way he's going to learn that every child is like a your first is to do it all again. some close friends of mine had a baby a few years back. his mom is a woman i really love. she had 10, count em, 10 kids. she was also a nurse at a hospital for over 25 years. when my friends had their baby, his mom told me that she was so surprised how she felt when she held their son. she had forgotten that the first time with a new baby it always feels like she'd never held a baby before--and she's held a lot of babies.
evildoc:
oh he's totally in the dog house. you have to tell him how he made you feel and clear the air.
you do have to remember that guys in fact do not use as much of our brains as women do. it's hard work for us to develop any kind of emotional awareness. for us, everything is like fixing a carburator.
Here's something weird that might explain what I mean. A group of women manufacturing video games decided that they wanted to make something that would appeal to little girls as much as little boys, so they started doing play testing. They found out that little girls like to shoot things and kill things just as much as little boys do, but ... they get bored if that's all there is. They also want the game to do something that requires social interaction and has a story. Little girls love to kill bad guys, but they want games that use more of their brain than the typical shoot-em up games.
You need to let him know he made you feel bad, but you also need to be prepared for the fact that he may be totally clueless, because my half of the species is basically clueless about emotions.
you do have to remember that guys in fact do not use as much of our brains as women do. it's hard work for us to develop any kind of emotional awareness. for us, everything is like fixing a carburator.
Here's something weird that might explain what I mean. A group of women manufacturing video games decided that they wanted to make something that would appeal to little girls as much as little boys, so they started doing play testing. They found out that little girls like to shoot things and kill things just as much as little boys do, but ... they get bored if that's all there is. They also want the game to do something that requires social interaction and has a story. Little girls love to kill bad guys, but they want games that use more of their brain than the typical shoot-em up games.
You need to let him know he made you feel bad, but you also need to be prepared for the fact that he may be totally clueless, because my half of the species is basically clueless about emotions.
right. well, today is valentines and i'm going away for a few days. me and mr. d got us a suite in town and we're gonna stay all weekend. woohoo.
didn't tell him what happened the other nite. don't think i'm gonna either.
anyways.
um. have good hearts and flowers.
didn't tell him what happened the other nite. don't think i'm gonna either.
anyways.
um. have good hearts and flowers.
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lunna:
Lunna is back and of course you can still be my pimp pretty girl.
evildoc:
You rule 
miscarriage.
dammit.....
um... so i think there might be a little alien on board. not entirely sure just yet because it's too early to tell by conventional standards. i just have to sit and wait for a few weeks.
granted, if i am pregnant, there is no other man in the world i would rather be in this situation with. i know he'd do the right...
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um... so i think there might be a little alien on board. not entirely sure just yet because it's too early to tell by conventional standards. i just have to sit and wait for a few weeks.
granted, if i am pregnant, there is no other man in the world i would rather be in this situation with. i know he'd do the right...
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evildoc:
But wouldn't peeing on a stick just end the waiting game? It sounds like you think there's a good chance you've been colonized. I've got no clue what that would be like (thank goodness I'm a man), but I'm guessing would be a pretty freaky and stressful feeling. Why not just try to find out what you can as soon as you can?
evildoc:
The more I learn about this pregnancy stuff, the more I'm glad I'll never have to worry about it!
dammit!!!!!
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Good luck !