wow...it's been a while hasn't it.

We will return to SG with a repost of something in my paper journal. Interesting to me, wrote in an 'adjusted' mindframe one long weekend night.

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Dear Heart,

Hi, Brain here. I've a few things I'd like to discuss with you...well, no, more like let you know. Perhaps, even, refresh your memory.

Do you remember Samantha? ooh, ok, you don't want to do that...ok: Angeline. Not that one either? Ok how about Jasmine? Oooooooooh I see, you really don't want to remember anything do you?

This is what happens when I listen to you and let you run things. Well, the time has come, I'm taking back over.

No more pining away, no more running off half-cocked because you BELIEVE someone loves ya, or thinking that MAYBE something will change. Let me clue you in, you little gutless bastard...when they SAY they don't want you anymore: FUCKING LISTEN! That means that no amount of pining, thinking, reasoning, loving, etc will change that.

She. doesn't. care. Get that into your lil' mind...she doesn't care.

Quit making OUR body sick. Quit making OUR body reject food, sleep, work and OTHER essentials to all our well beings.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I know, I know that there were words exchanged. You said things, she said things...blah blah blah. That's NOT how it is. How fucking dense can you be?! This is why i'm taking over...haven't you realized yet that when people say things that they mean them THEN and not FOREVER?!

Yes, my friend, yes. Even when they -say- forever, they don't mean it. They mean "i think forever right now." The implication, my broken friend, is that tomorrow things may, and probably will, change.

Let me take over for a while, H. You know I love you and don't want anything to ever happen to you. What happens to you, happens to me, and well...I am tired of being...

wow...it's been a while hasn't it.

We will return to SG with a repost of something in my paper journal. Interesting to me, wrote in an 'adjusted' mindframe one long weekend night.

****

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Dear Heart,

Hi, Brain here. I've a few things I'd like to discuss with you...well, no, more like let you know. Perhaps, even, refresh your memory.

Do you remember Samantha? ooh, ok, you don't want to do that...ok: Angeline. Not that one either? Ok how about Jasmine? Oooooooooh I see, you really don't want to remember anything do you?

This is what happens when I listen to you and let you run things. Well, the time has come, I'm taking back over.

No more pining away, no more running off half-cocked because you BELIEVE someone loves ya, or thinking that MAYBE something will change. Let me clue you in, you little gutless bastard...when they SAY they don't want you anymore: FUCKING LISTEN! That means that no amount of pining, thinking, reasoning, loving, etc will change that.

She. doesn't. care. Get that into your lil' mind...she doesn't care.

Quit making OUR body sick. Quit making OUR body reject food, sleep, work and OTHER essentials to all our well beings.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I know, I know that there were words exchanged. You said things, she said things...blah blah blah. That's NOT how it is. How fucking dense can you be?! This is why i'm taking over...haven't you realized yet that when people say things that they mean them THEN and not FOREVER?!

Yes, my friend, yes. Even when they -say- forever, they don't mean it. They mean "i think forever right now." The implication, my broken friend, is that tomorrow things may, and probably will, change.

Let me take over for a while, H. You know I love you and don't want anything to ever happen to you. What happens to you, happens to me, and well...I am tired of being full of this poison that you keep spreading.

Tell ya what: I'm going to be in charge for a while. Take a vacation, get some rest, and stay out of our Body's Business.

I'll let ya know when you can come back to work.

Sincerely,
Brain.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Monday, July 10, 2006

Brain,

Fuck off.

This means war.

-=Heart=-