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I wish something exciting would happen to me.

Kinda.

So, today I went to go check and make sure that I hadn't overdrawn my checking account, and found that I had like $400 in it, due to my tax return. I didn't know it was in and did a happy dance.

That's right.

Happy dance.

You know you're jealous.

Sometimes you see all the things that were expected of you, and all the people expecting them, and know that it can't happen.

With the tide rushing in, I am left with all the decisions and impossibilities.

"Get busy living, or get busy dying."

That's how it's supposed to be, isn't it? Run the track, breathe like they say, or get the fuck onto your...
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Sometimes updates don't need a reason. Updates are their own reason.

Or something.

Mostly, it's just me being up earlier than I want to be (like 1:30, when I should clearly not be awake for at least 2-3 more hours), and feeling the drive to play with words. Because I'm a dork. In case you were wondering, as that is highly important data.

Almost spent...
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So, school's over for another semester. Now, I get to work like 100000000 hours a week.

And she's officially not talked to me for two weeks, so I guess that's over. Should probably never have happened in the first place. I should know better, but I never seem to learn.

And my cell phone broke.

Which pisses me off a lot.

See also my glasses....
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I'm back. Again. Hopefully for longer than five minutes, which is about how long my computer stayed not broken last time.

Stupid computers.

I'm guessing that I'm the only person on this site that plays poker, but that's what I'm going to go do now, because I have no sense of priorities. At all.

But that's fun.

I finally have a computer again.

Life sucks. I think I'm going to go get pierced again.

You may all hear a very loud scream coming from the general direction of Kentucky on Wenesday. It's the last day of this godawful semester for me.

I'm going to Chicago this weekend. Anyone from around there? Anyone from around here want to go?

Back to school work...

I think I need to find a woman. I've been rejected over and over again in the real world, so why not get passively rejected here? Sounds great!

EDITED TO SAY: I love a girl that can scare the shit out of me.

Stupid life.

Well, I have some more pics up. Blame Visionsofred for it all. She made me do it. Seriously.

Also, I bought the new APC and Manson albums, both of which are amazing. The Manson album is all old stuff (except for "Personal Jesus"), but it's definitely a good compilation of his music. APC is different, but I really enjoy it.

Thanksgiving was okay. I enjoyed...
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So, now I have a picture of me up. I don't think this is a good thing, but I could be wrong. It seems a little blurry, but that may just be my self defense mechanisms kicking in and trying to keep me from seeing ugly or something.

Homework has officially fried my brain. Think so good I no longer, now do. Dammit.


I can't...
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