fivept_bottle

Ive inadvertently come upon a resolution a little late in the first month. I plan to be less idealistic over the next year. Not so fascinated by the general idea of situations. More aware of the aftertaste. Sensitive to all of its angular open doors. I dont want to accessorize my life with pre-conceived notions. I have no need to visit their tourist traps. I...
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I opened my message with, "Hey Darlin'." And she later told me that she loved it in all seriousness. I don't have an extraordinary amount of Texan-isms about me, for someone who has lived in TX his whole life and any trace of a southern accent is quite subtle. I do like to wear cowboy-cut button ups. I like selective country music, the real shit....
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Back from the two-day mini-tour. We were blessed with packed houses for us and the 90 Day Men, but I was plagued with electrical problems that must be worked out before the European tour.

Checking into the freelance opportunities. Tis not the season for this kind of work. Soley relying on the pizza gig, which is some kind of cruel joke. Still fucking stressed about...
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Wed. Nov. 13 3:35PM

The club was empty when we arrived in Pittsburgh. We walked up and down the avenue looking for a warm place to sit and get a cup of coffee. Aryn says this part of town used to be much nicer.

A woman stumbled up to me on the sidewalk: I need you.
Me: You dont need me.
Woman: Gimme a cigarette,...
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I think it's Monday, maybe Tuesday. I have no idea what time it is. I'm listening to the same fucking band I've heard every night for a week and will hear every night for the next as well.

I had a panic attack today. It scared the shit out of me. It's the 3rd one I've had, and they're not seeming to get easier. Like...
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