so listen. i have a request. please send kind words and or energy this way. i don't know what else to say other than i'm in a bad way and could really use some support, even if it's only 'lectronic.
try to trust the universe. it will be ok. think of it like drugs... the experience of sadness and upset passes through you like waves, chemicals. there is an end to it. it will not last forever.
Anyway, it's fucking hard but I know you will feel better soon. Lots of hugs and kisses your way!