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STARTING ANOTHER BLOG
I've always wanted to write a journal. I've tried from time to time to get one started, but have never followed through to the point that I would have liked doing. My most recent attempt was several years ago on Myspace. It was on the first social networking account that I ever had and I thought that the rather clever idea of 'blogging' would finally allow me to enter the realm of journal writing. My Myspace account was created by a woman that I had a very short, but important relationship with so that we could communicate more easily and quickly. She was a married woman whom I fell in love with and who fell in love with me. As most situations of that nature seem to end this ended poorly and I should have known that anything that I relayed on that account about our relationship would be scrutinized, but I was (and in a lot of ways still am) naive about what bothers other people, especially women. She was not happy with my attempted anonymous musings and she felt rather insecure and vulnerable. I was hurt and confused when she became angry and indignant about my posts and decided to stop 'blogging' at that time. I now understand where she was coming from and should probably have understood then, but as I said before I am rather naive about the affairs of the heart and the intricacies of human interaction.
Something about this site has allowed me to feel comfortable in letting my thoughts and feelings out into the ether again. It's been over five year since my last attempt at blogging so forgive me if I don't do it correctly, but I will give it my best shot and hope that for some it may be interesting and entertaining. That hope is secondary though to my ultimate hope. I truly hope that I will be able to deal a bit with my internal demons and foibles a bit. A poor man's psychiatrist, if you will. I hope to let a bit of myself out through these posts and will be happy to respond to any and all critiques and comments. I also hope to get a bit more technically proficient with photo and web-site embedding. Thank you to any of you who choose to read my words and respond to my thoughts, hopes, fears, and otherwise incoherent ramblings. Perhaps you'll choose to get to know me and my inner workings a bit more intimately, but if not please don't judge too terribly critically.
More to come soon and thanks for reading.
David Faux (Fauxy- I pronounce it Foxy, but I know that that is false) J'adore Francais, Le lange d'amore, mais je comprende tries en peu. ;P)
STARTING ANOTHER BLOG
I've always wanted to write a journal. I've tried from time to time to get one started, but have never followed through to the point that I would have liked doing. My most recent attempt was several years ago on Myspace. It was on the first social networking account that I ever had and I thought that the rather clever idea of 'blogging' would finally allow me to enter the realm of journal writing. My Myspace account was created by a woman that I had a very short, but important relationship with so that we could communicate more easily and quickly. She was a married woman whom I fell in love with and who fell in love with me. As most situations of that nature seem to end this ended poorly and I should have known that anything that I relayed on that account about our relationship would be scrutinized, but I was (and in a lot of ways still am) naive about what bothers other people, especially women. She was not happy with my attempted anonymous musings and she felt rather insecure and vulnerable. I was hurt and confused when she became angry and indignant about my posts and decided to stop 'blogging' at that time. I now understand where she was coming from and should probably have understood then, but as I said before I am rather naive about the affairs of the heart and the intricacies of human interaction.
Something about this site has allowed me to feel comfortable in letting my thoughts and feelings out into the ether again. It's been over five year since my last attempt at blogging so forgive me if I don't do it correctly, but I will give it my best shot and hope that for some it may be interesting and entertaining. That hope is secondary though to my ultimate hope. I truly hope that I will be able to deal a bit with my internal demons and foibles a bit. A poor man's psychiatrist, if you will. I hope to let a bit of myself out through these posts and will be happy to respond to any and all critiques and comments. I also hope to get a bit more technically proficient with photo and web-site embedding. Thank you to any of you who choose to read my words and respond to my thoughts, hopes, fears, and otherwise incoherent ramblings. Perhaps you'll choose to get to know me and my inner workings a bit more intimately, but if not please don't judge too terribly critically.
More to come soon and thanks for reading.
David Faux (Fauxy- I pronounce it Foxy, but I know that that is false) J'adore Francais, Le lange d'amore, mais je comprende tries en peu. ;P)
fische:
Definitely keep up with a journal. My blog on here is all I do at the moment, but I used to daily write in my notepad & it helps everything I think. Everything just seems clearer x
fauxy:
I'm definitely going to try to. Thanks for the encouragement. I was a bit drunk when I posted this first entry and although it does ramble a bit I feel like it is a good time and place to dip my toes into the well again.