Worked only 2 says this week, i need a better distraction... I hate that my self esteem is directly connected with consistent work.... ugh >.<

on the up side, it does give time for doing homework and i has homework... oy!

today is the first day of school... i don't care how old i get, this is still the most stressful day ever....

It's cold outside; there's no kind of atmosphere
I'm all alone, more or less
Let me fly, far away from here
Fun, fun, fun, in the sun, sun, sun

I want to lie, shipwrecked and comatose
Drinking fresh mango juice
Goldfish shoals nibbling at my toes
Fun, fun, fun, in the sun, sun, sun
Fun, fun, fun, in the sun, sun, sun

So, the Jess thing is going completey horribly wrong... ugh....
this is just what i get for opening up... but without trying for happiness and risking getting hurt... i s'pose i'd never have hope for the future.... right!?
>.<