i dont feel trapped anymore. just lost. like most of you. you? you who? you know what i mean.
day three of the workshop. 3 of 28. jeesus! wow. i have two students here . it is a test for me. that they leave able to do motion tracking , on their own. to have sent them into the world. like ships. like leaves.
its a challange . goes back to my uni days. but now.,., i do it my way. the way it might actually work!!!
i still think o f her , once a day. only once now. is this good? less possessed perhaps, but ,.,., i dont know how to say this. what have i given up`? what is the trade-off`? not to be possessed. but also , less inspired. see i dont know the difference. do you`?
where is she at this moment. is she happy? oh man. oh man. oh mother of god man-
day three of the workshop. 3 of 28. jeesus! wow. i have two students here . it is a test for me. that they leave able to do motion tracking , on their own. to have sent them into the world. like ships. like leaves.
its a challange . goes back to my uni days. but now.,., i do it my way. the way it might actually work!!!
i still think o f her , once a day. only once now. is this good? less possessed perhaps, but ,.,., i dont know how to say this. what have i given up`? what is the trade-off`? not to be possessed. but also , less inspired. see i dont know the difference. do you`?
where is she at this moment. is she happy? oh man. oh man. oh mother of god man-
ohsoordinary:
I wish I could answer those questions. Just try to find joy in everything you can. Especially in your students.