Okay this is my first ever attempt at keeping any kind of a log, journal, or diary. Am a bit old to be doing this but I happen to have a topic that interests me greatly. Here at the Suicide Girls Website I am surrounded by hundreds of inspirational beings that seem to be stimulating and fueling my creative juices and is causing them to flow like lava from a volcano that was thought to be long dormant. WOOHOO!!!!!!!! GOD I wish there had been girls like you when I was growing up... I simply adore and worship bad girls (I mean that as a compliment to this wonderful world)
Um you are probably wondering what topic has me so enthused as to begin to write at this late stage in life for me, so I will try to define my interests. I am a gamer, and I spend a lot of time on the computer playing RPG's. In addition to the games I have over the years also subscribed to many sites, but this is the first site I have ever truly been infatuated with. I mean the people here are real and unabashed, free in spirit to follow their hearts and dreams. I feel so akin to you, it is like finding an oasis in the driest of deserts... ugh I digress, was talking about a topic of interest to me that allows me to be free, I love creating characters that I can pose and put into scenes of my chosing. Today we have the technology that allows me to do just this, I use a modeling program called Daz 3D, with Photoshop CS3 extended, also have some video editing programs that help me in creating movies.
Dangit sorry for being so longwinded, I am hopeful that I have not offended anyone or caused anyone to fear, I am just an old guy that is finding his youthful exuberance for the first time in a very long time, and I do thank you each and every one who has been and will be instrumental in lighting the fires in the cold recesses of my being. I wish you all a very good day and an even better tomorrow.
If there is ever any way I can repay the favor to anyone here or lend a hand in helping someone, I would...

Okay this is my first ever attempt at keeping any kind of a log, journal, or diary. Am a bit old to be doing this but I happen to have a topic that interests me greatly. Here at the Suicide Girls Website I am surrounded by hundreds of inspirational beings that seem to be stimulating and fueling my creative juices and is causing them to flow like lava from a volcano that was thought to be long dormant. WOOHOO!!!!!!!! GOD I wish there had been girls like you when I was growing up... I simply adore and worship bad girls (I mean that as a compliment to this wonderful world)
Um you are probably wondering what topic has me so enthused as to begin to write at this late stage in life for me, so I will try to define my interests. I am a gamer, and I spend a lot of time on the computer playing RPG's. In addition to the games I have over the years also subscribed to many sites, but this is the first site I have ever truly been infatuated with. I mean the people here are real and unabashed, free in spirit to follow their hearts and dreams. I feel so akin to you, it is like finding an oasis in the driest of deserts... ugh I digress, was talking about a topic of interest to me that allows me to be free, I love creating characters that I can pose and put into scenes of my chosing. Today we have the technology that allows me to do just this, I use a modeling program called Daz 3D, with Photoshop CS3 extended, also have some video editing programs that help me in creating movies.
Dangit sorry for being so longwinded, I am hopeful that I have not offended anyone or caused anyone to fear, I am just an old guy that is finding his youthful exuberance for the first time in a very long time, and I do thank you each and every one who has been and will be instrumental in lighting the fires in the cold recesses of my being. I wish you all a very good day and an even better tomorrow.
If there is ever any way I can repay the favor to anyone here or lend a hand in helping someone, I would be most happy to be of service.