I
- got my driver's license, FINALLY. I'm 28 for christ's sake!
- bought a car. 2007 Audi A3. Love playing MY music on it and driving around casually
- started a new composition: Suite for Chamber Orchestra
- started to plan out my next year's trip to South-East Asia/India/Nepal/Tibet
- have been to other peoples' summer cottages drinking beer and swimming in lakes
- found Beksinski!
"it's getting better all the time (all the time)..."

Holy sweet Jesus. I have to stop drinking. I fucking hate big messy breakups that last for a whole god damn YEAR.
And I really don't know where my life is heading. I do have a dream job and great friends. Everything looks great. But something is missing. I think I miss love.
Maybe more important than the good qualities in the other person, are the bad things we can cope with.


And I really don't know where my life is heading. I do have a dream job and great friends. Everything looks great. But something is missing. I think I miss love.
Maybe more important than the good qualities in the other person, are the bad things we can cope with.

A brief "my hat is off"-moment:
I was in Byron Bay, Australia, two months ago. While walking to the beach one morning, I saw a guy walking in the street with a SG T-shirt. I was compelled to go to him to say "you have to be a cool person". And he was. We spend a week smoking weed and drinking beer at the beach and looking at/talking about girls and life.
It is a bit surreal to have a taste with certain kind of girls, and finding Suicide Girls to match it exactly.
I was in Byron Bay, Australia, two months ago. While walking to the beach one morning, I saw a guy walking in the street with a SG T-shirt. I was compelled to go to him to say "you have to be a cool person". And he was. We spend a week smoking weed and drinking beer at the beach and looking at/talking about girls and life.
It is a bit surreal to have a taste with certain kind of girls, and finding Suicide Girls to match it exactly.

