Member: endervalentine

endervalentine likes a hand moving slowly between its legs.

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Member: endervalentine

MEMBER SINCE: December 2005

occupation: student of psychology

fantasy: Read my stories, it's all there.

makes me happy: jagermeister, cuddles, someone staying.

sign: cancer

stats: think potato

into: writing, leathesmithing, breaking and entering into peoples minds, and reverse engineering the thought processes or a fucked up person to figure out how they got that way so I can be nothing like them.

i lost my virginity: to a crazy hippie telepath that kept me close enough to be caught in her storm, but not enough to be in her shelter. Then let loose at sea without a compass or a sail. She thinks her name is Cedar... I fucking hate mindless hippies. Not all hippies, just most.

makes me sad: someone leaving, lack of anyone around at all..... absolute silence... No words or even thoughts familiar floating in the astral winds.

crush: none, I am in love with the feeling of being in love, but have seperated it from the memory of any particular person

most humbling moment: When I realised that every woman leaves me because I know too much about them too fast. Sometimes I wish I didn't have the gift I have.

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APRIL 20, 2006 @ 12:30 AM | NO COMMENTS


Well I'm single again, people who think they know me keep getting suprised. I guess most people are so 2 demensional that the person you meet is really just all there is to them. Where as who I am changes constantly. I am many things, many people. My happy days, my sad day, my angry days, my insane days. I wasn't the person she wanted me to be. The more I let myself be what I wish the more she'd get angry because I wasn't this make believe person that she loved when she looked at me.
I'm insane, which is the least of my problems. To date still the funniest thing I've ever seen was a piguon getting hit by a car and the feathers just exploding off the windshield creating this cloud of feathers that got stuck on my windshield wipers being as I was driving behind the car that hit it. I know that this makes me evil, but I'm ok with that. I'm content knowing that I'm a sick fucker, I just need to make sure from now on I only date women just as sick. I need to make sure they see the world through the blood tinted lenses that I do. I'm not even sure why I'm postingthis here... Not like anyone's going to read it. Oh well... who knows.....
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