elie_bathory

The more I sit here the more I feel like I should pack a bag, and leave. I'd only take a few things with me, and the rest I'd just leave here, I honestly don't have any attachments to anything here, it's just all this.... stuff.

I'm also thinking of following my beleifs and join a bhuddist monestary. The problem with that being, I'd miss...
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I hate killing time. It seems all I can do these days. Looking for a job in a small town just isn't worth dealing with this heat, as well as the sun.

Sometimes one's best option is to ignore all options and let go. I'm thinking I might do that. I think I'm just going to move out, sell all my stuff, pack a bag,...
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So I've been thinking a lot about the situation with the anti-gay, bible thumping morons out there, and I'm getting really sick of all the fucking ignorance. It's so ingrained into some peoples minds that it's a corruption of earth, and anything but straight should be banned. I refuse to believe that so many people I know can be so thickheaded. I know people that...
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I wish I knew how much I have in my bank account. It would help me figure out if I can afford another RAM card. A nice new 512mb sddram would be nice. It would also help when I get caught up in Call of Duty and *poof* "Low vitual memory". Damn $500 stock as shit hp. I'm gonna go do a matrix marathon til...
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I died today
my mind hurts so bad
a way I wish I never knew
my mind tells me
I don't want to know
I know too well

I want nothing
nothing seems so good
seems so real
nothing is the best something
it can't be real

take it all away
I don't want it anymore
I never did
I never will
throw it all...
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