I guess I should be happy, I did get laid today. The girl is sick I understand that. She passes out for awhile after sex then she wakes up & tells me she wants to go home & sleep.. okay, whatever.. I have tried to chat with her online but she doesn't seem very receptive. I mean most people would tell me I'm lucky I got laid & to leave it at that but this is why I have avoided sex for so long!! I don't really just want a slam/bam thank you mame kind of thing going on. I want true romance & someone to honestly care for me. Not some girl who has a boyfriend who she is cheating on to come fuck me! I mean what the fuck is that shit?? I'm sorry I can't support you so therefore go back to your boyfriend who you can't stand so you can continue to goto school, have a car & not work?? Damn, this world is one fucked up place.. Yeah sure baby I'll give you the cock, but who is going to give me some love?? Yes, I too need love & attention & devotion.. is that too much to ask?? Whatever.. back to surfing the net with nothing else to do.. Looking for love in all the wrong places..
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