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Christmas was tough. Spent Christmas eve alone for the most part. Had to work then was home for most the night. I got so lonely I went to the bar and sang a little but my heart was not in it. Christmas morning went to see my family, was home by 11am. I had invites to other places but seeing the happy couples was just...
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I hate waking up alone. Things have been better for the last couple of days due to a friend I have been hanging out with the last two nights. But this morning as my hazy brain started to wake, I reached across the bed to pull someone in close to me. As I realized there was no one there I became deeply saddened. Not because...
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So much to post. So little I know how to say.

The ex moved out a week ago. It was a long hard day. Just her and I moving all the stuff. Tiring physically and mentally. Then I got to work claiming the apartment as my own. Found a loud horribly awesome chair at a thrift store. And completely re-arranged everything to try and make...
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Hello SG peoples!

Hope everything is going good out there. It is a little tough here.

After 8 years of marriage, it has ended. I am in a period of trying to learn to be single again. It is hard learning to make it about me now instead of us. To be selfish instead of compromising. One thing I will really miss is sleeping next...
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This has been one hell of a last couple of months. I have had so many changes lately. And they have slowly changed my world. So much in so little time and now the future I once had envisioned is no longer mine. I am so lost now. I need to figure out what I want and what I need to do to get it.

Had a good talk with both the girl I am seeing and my wife today. Feeling much better after a difficult and very lonely Sat. I think I have my overflowing emotions in check and can start to move forward soon. I know cryptic, but I need to start this blog again.

Sometimes I feel so alone.

Well my girlfriend and I broke up officially yesterday. We have been talking about this for a week now. It was hard. The relationship was stagnate and just waiting for something to happen to fall apart. So I did what I thought was right and ended it now so we can heal and move on in our lives instead of waiting a few months or...
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My wife just self published her first book on Amazon.com for Kindle. I am so proud of her and I cannot wait to see how well it is received. It is a adult fantasy/romance novel and she is already well into the work on the second book. I listed her short synopsis on her book below.

In the Dark - What happens when you find...
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Interesting weekend coming up. My wife is out of town and I have nothing to do.