I think I've thrown so much of me into this that I've lost me. I want to find me again.

I finally came to the realization last night that if I'm unhappy with where I am in life, or where it's heading then I'm the only one who can change it. Only took me three years to come to that realization guys. I may be a little slow on the uptake, but at least I finally got there haha. It's time to grow the fuck up. Man, I never thought I'd be so excited about that!

Feeling pretty pessimistic today. Well...more like this week. I'm ready to fall in love with life again :/

This is the first day in 5 that I've actually started to feel better than complete death. Having my tonsil's removed was no fun
I haven't left the house (or my couch really) in 5 days! So right now I'm watching Food Network to get some ideas of an amazing meal I can make, and then I think I'll go see The Dictator. Maybe even throw in a nice little swim in there. It's going to be a great day!

xoxo

Skinny dipping before work to kick start what's going to be an awesome summer? Yeah I think fucking so

I have been stuck in a funk the past few days. It's frustrating because I have now idea what's up my ass :/ haha. So I'll make a mood lifter checklist. Today before work I shall:
1) Go workout.
2) Eat something delicious.
3) Read my book.
4) Take some sexy new pics for SG ;D
5) Go get an ice cold beer.. Or 3 haha.
6) Write, write, write.

I hope you all a having a better day <3

In the mood to do something spontaneous... I wish I wasn't so broke because I think that I'm in dire need of a trip out to the city for a day of exploring. I wish I could just go get lost in the big buildings, and in a sea of people. I'm glad that pay day is coming up

Interesting week to say the least. I'm newly single after 6 years, and have already accidentally fallen into something else. Everything is moving so quickly, but I'm excited where things will take me. Down ten pounds!! 15 more to go before my first set Tomorrow I'm going to join a gym, and then job hunting for a second job. Tonight is for some booty pics, and some alone time with my new book.

Drunk bloggggg!!! So I'm sitting here playing El Presidente, Kings Cup, and Dicks & Pussy! Muhahah! I love being young, and living life )

Can't wait until I'm living in the big city!

El Presidente out! Everybody drink!!!!

It's been a few days since I got home from San Francisco. I think I've finally recovered from a few crazy nights with my best friend. MUCH alcohol was consumed, not nearly enough sleep to be had, smoked my weight in cigarettes, I lit a Christmas tree on fire, got caught peeing in public (and then hit on by the dude who caught me) tripped over a shopping cart, and got a new tattoo!

A productive two days don't you thing??

However, I'd have to say the highlight of the trip was when Kristie and I decided to jump into the bay naked (keep in mind this is after 6+++ margarita's at Chevy's) Anyway, we totally got caught running back to my car half naked by some people out on a leisurely walk hahaha!

Here are some pics!!