Over a year since my last Blog boy oh boy alot has happened. Most of it is the reason why I disappeared from this site known as Suicide girls for so long. First off lots start with the new news before i get into the stuff that has happened since June of last year.

Well I may be moving out West to California possibly by the end of the summer if all the things in the works turn out in my favor. I have applied for a job out in Southern California. It would be nice as I have a few friends out in Southern California and some family as well. Not to speak of a fellow good friend of mine here on Suicide girls out in Arizona. Getting closer to friends and family is always a plus even if it means leaving a couple family members behind here in Louisiana. Although Louisiana will always be home and there will be many things i miss about it.

Now onto the older news that has happened since last June. Well as I may or may not of mentioned in my last blog (it's been to long I can't remember and i didn't read it to see) I graduated with my Bacholers Degree in May of 2007. it was a happy moment in my family as I was the first of three children to get a college degree. I took my Dad to go golfing for fathers day which ended up being a great memory as he died unexpectedly in July. It was a big surprise for everyone that knew him as he was the picture of health and so strong in mind and body. He passed away from the same thing that claimed actor John Ritter a torn aorta he was with us one minute and gone the next.

As if the grief from losing my father wasn't enough my girlfriend of close to three years passed away in October. I could go into detail about everything that happened and what led up to her death but those close to me know what happened. For the others that read this well she was involved in a car accident and complications from injuries suffered led to her death. She is greatly missed still today as i believe she will always be she was beautiful inside and out. While she was stubborn and difficult at times she was still my every thought and i will always love her.

There is more that happened since then but I will leave that for a different blog soon to be written. Well hopefully barring any blackhole disappearances. I'm out for now Suicide girls!

WOW almost a year since my last blog lol. I should probably try to be more punctual with these things. But I guess life can keep a guy busy. Well my summer courses I talked about in my last blog went well made the deans list for that summer semester. The following Fall and Spring Semester weren't Deans List caliber but they were good enough that i can now call myself a College Graduate. Yeah I know it's surprising to me to .

I had gotten a part time job over the Christmas holiday to pay for gifts and i still have it so i can't call myself a bum anymore as i still have it. Now it's just on to looking for something i want to do full time and make into a career and I have no idea what i want that to be. I meet so many people with degrees in my field of study not working in that field it makes me kind of nervous on my chances. I get the question almost Daily asking what I want to do now or have i started my Job Hunt. I just want to enjoy my last summer of freedom and i will look for a job in the fall, but i don't tell them that i just say i have resumes out there waiting for someone to take the bait.

Well thats me in a nutshell right now. Maybe next time i won't wait a year to update this thing

I haven't put a journal up in 6 months and thought it was about time to put something back up. Life has been Busy Busy. You would think for someone wit no job things would slow down but i'm still on my toes. I'm taking some summer classes cause well they are eaiser then fall and spring semester courses. Although condensed statistics is starting to fry my brain 4 chapters in 2 weeks acck. Also taking Racial and Ethnic Relations. So far so good and it's fun to listen to the professor go off on his rants and raves about the world and gov't in general . Anyone who is going to Southeastern and wanting to take any sociology classes Castro is one enertaining teacher. Although he has admitted his classes are harder in the fall and spring if that matters to you all and all still fun to listen to him teach. Although don't do your statistics homework when he is lecturing like me he will come and stand next to you and lecture. So I should be out in Spring as long as everything goes peachy keen. Well I'm out till i feel like doing this again catch you on the flip side.

Well I just got my folder of Katrina pictures up. Need to thank Drusylla for resizing the pics for me she is a little speed demon at it. I guess thats what bestfriends are for so i guess now i owe you i will think of a way to repay you

So my new semester started Tuesday but I didn't have class till Wednesday. It's always nice though at 9am in your first class on the first day of class to hear you teachers first words "I commend you for siging up for the most difficult class in the department". He then goes on to say that we may of heard how difficult his tests are and that he teaches like we are in Law School by using the Socratic Method. I never thought i would miss going into a class and taking notes from a Lecture, but know I have to know all the info before I get to class to answer a barage of questions if called upon. On top of that we have not one but two papers two in that class and 3 books for that class alone.

You might go well Ben it can't get worse but oh it can cause my next class is exactly the same as the last one. Same style of teaching and same style of tests. The style of tests is no multiple choice all essay and definetion and short answer. When I walked into my third class I practicly jumped out of my chair with joy when I heard multiple choice tests and that all we would do is take notes from lecture lol. My next two classes were the same as the third class except the last one the teacher is Asian and hard to understand. But the upside all his lecture is on powerpoint so I don't really need to worry about understanding what he says.

Well it looks like I have a fun few months ahead of me.

So this is my last week of break before my classes start back up and what have I been doing. I'll tell you nothing of imortance bening lazy laying around watching the TV. What have I been watching on TV the 24/7 week long Bond Marathon. I must of seen Octopussy like 4 times lol. I did take a two hour break last night to watch the Lost Special and The new Lost though. But then it was Back to Bond currently it's Live and Let Die for the second time after you only Live Twice for the second time.

So I was going to make a folder of pictures I took in the 9th ward Jan. 4th but no not now. What why. Well the pictures are so big that when i resize them to 100k they look so small you can't see anything. But if anybody wants to see them email me and we can trade messnger screen names and I will let you have a look.

Went to see Cowboy Mouth at the Varsity last Friday they put on a great live show as always. Went as my brothers christmas gift I know it's early but oh well. The way I see it a concert of a band he likes is better then some crappy cd or movie any day. Although he was kind of a cock block lol me and this girl were chatting and getting along. I guess he was feeling left out so he would try and weasel his way into the conversation with random stupid comments. She ended up saying nice to meet you and walking off after a hug oh well the mucic was still good.


Damn writing this I just remembered Us and Them a Pink Flyod cover band I wanted to see played last night and I forgot to go