dugliness

life isn't always fun. life isnt all sunshine and puppies and smiles and hugs. life is sick, hellish, anemic, sickle-cellish. dude you get chopped up like pickle relish. you gotta make your own fun. lonely boring day? just go to kim's and try something new. oh she make you mohito (i spell it with an h) you sit she bring you like 10 different things...
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BORED. too much shit going on, just none of it right now. i got ants in my butt and i needs to strut. if only i didn't have so much crunk in my badunkadunk...

i like therapy. i've been drinking a lot less. i'm at my sister's house watching home movies (the show not actual home movies) and blogging on her lil dell desktop. hey wow how interesting am i. not bloody very.

well i smashed my old computer and i don't know when i'll get a new one. can't afford anything for the foreseeable future. maybe by the summer? there was open overtime at work for a few weeks. end of the quarter, they needed to make their billions, so i missed 3 weeks of therapy. but now that the overtime is over, i keep calling my...
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i smashed my computer. i'm in therapy now. i have issues.

okay that last one was kinda brain-dead so i'm gonna try to not post such stupid bullshit on here anymore. it's friday night and i'm not going out. i don't care. i like being by myself. i got my car inspected this week so i don't have much money left, and there ain't really a whole hell of a lot to do in this po-dunk...
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i love my dr. martens. i've been thinking lately that maybe it's time to retire them but i don't want to. they're 2 years old and beat up as fuck. or i could say that they're perfectly broken in. when i finally do retire them, i'm gonna have them bronzed so i can show my grand kids the greatest most brutal pair of shoes i...
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tuesdays hated me long before i ever hated tuesdays. i've given tuesday every chance in the world, but they're always incredibly long and shitty. i suppose i can take comfort in the fact that as long as i'm at work and kicking ass i'm okay. as long as i don't smoke pot i have a job, and that's good, even if it is at an...
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mondays are usually pretty good to me but today i'm in a bad mood. my brain craves alcohol and nicotine. seems like i only feel good when i can drink and smoke. it's only temporary. the good thing about mood swings is the inevitable upswing. i'm waiting.

sunday. woke up, watched a couple episodes of the sopranos, took a shower, put some laundry in the washer. i'm out of clean underwear so i'm going commando until it's done. laundry day is a very dangerous day. then i uploaded a buncha new pictures on here, then i beat off, and now i'm "blogging." just journaling in my wishbook. oh dear god...

so i'm...
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WELL what's new with dugliness you ask? no? well i'll tell you anyway. i had my new guitar player over today. my new band is called INHUMANE SOCIETY. we were able to bash out one original song in 2 hours. and it ain't even two minutes long. this shit takes time it takes a lotta work. you think it just happens overnight? well you're wrong....
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