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I went to search something on iTunes and I type in "Cris" (my ex).
Fuck. it sucks that he's always on my mind still. It's been around three months now since the break up and I can't seem to make the thought of him go away ever. It seems like we talk less and less everyday and it's really upsetting because I don't want to...
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hopelessaddict:
it's going to be soooo epiiccccc
nobodyhere:
Actually, i'm not sure what i'd do in your situation. It's easy for me on the outside to say things, but i know if i had feelings like that for someone, i'd probably just gloss over the problems, in the hope it all works out.
Saying that though, it's just so confusing! I just don't get what his hot and cold behaviour is about. I mean, what does your relationship gain from it? Nothing. What do you gain from it? Nothing. What does he gain from it? I don't know (maybe a bigger ego?). I don't wan't to be one of those people who just says dump his ass (though it did cross my mind) because only you can say if he is worth this or not. It's just a little sad when one person takes the relationship seriously and the other doesn't seem to.

By the way, 1. Your blogs are not pathetic. Being open is a good thing.
2. I like the smiley profile pic.
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Ah!
I'm very on edge and feeling violent.
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mehblarg:
Watch "Fight Club" and let the catharsis begin!
elisabethstar:
Perfect mood for the next two days! Have some fun, vent some rage & don't get caught biggrin
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It's been a bit of a rough week for me. I've been wanting to update real badly but I couldn't because my internet and phone line has been out for about five days. Luckily Comcast came today and fixed that problem. Funny though how I have been dying to write and vent but once I get on here I'm at a loss of what to...
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nobodyhere:
Dammit!
I have that Flashdance theme going round in my head now!!
I think if i just woke up and posted a pic of myself it would look a lot like The Grinch. biggrin So i'll not be doing that anytime soon!
jerry202:
plase!!! make a set! hehe you are beatifulsmile
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Another crazy night last night, this time I won't go into great detail though. Let's just say the night involved cider, moonshine, trying to sneak into the movies, cops, Safeway, Forks, driving in a big circle, and coming home... Hey, I have to live my youth somehow. I slept in till 12:30 PM.

I don't work for the next week, so I have to find...
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talamia:
I'm disappointed in you, you didn't sleep later than 12h30 tongue
nobodyhere:
I hope you've had a good week of not working.
The six million dollar question remains though: Did you clean the house yet? biggrin
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Crazy night last night.
I went to Queercoming which is a homecoming dance for all ages put on by Positive Image, which is kind of like a gay straight alliance club. Anywho, usually it's just me and my best friend Frank who go every year but we decided to bring two other friends of ours this time. Our friend Ross who we took along with...
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intru:
DAMN, that guy had a night to forget right there!
gigabrain:
Thanks for the comment...glad to see someone else understands.
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nobodyhere:
Hope you're having a sweet weekend so far! smile
slots:
Oh My god, there is nothing better in this world then chocolate diped sprinkled coverd waffle cones... ahhh to die for!! I wish I could buy pantys made out of the same thing!! .. However, id have a crack full of crumms...=(
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I asked him to come get his stuff on monday.
He didn't have the gas to get to my house so he said he'll get it soon. Soon to him is more like weeks, months, or never. If he doesn't get it by friday I'm telling him to come get it again. I need his stuff to be gone and out of my house. It...
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elisabethstar:
You're doing great. If he doesn't come & get his stuff, put it on the curb. If he gets it before trash day, yay for him. If not, oh well. You shouldn't have to deal with it. I think it just makes it harder to fully let him go, and I am sure you deserve better.
summers:
Aww sweetie, thats always so hard to go through. Ive always tryed to never date any of my friends. cuz a while bad i did the same thing as you. and now we never talk any more. it was really hard to loss your best friend. but ive seen my sister do it. date one of her best friends, and than going back to being friends again, it just takes time, and some people can do it. but i think you have to give it time.

me and my boyfriend of 5 years just broke up last month, and i would love to call him up and talk to him but it would be to hard, since i think breaking up was a good thing. but im hoping one day we can be friends, he's such a good guy and i dont want to lose him as a friend but i'll find out if thats possible when the time comes cuz right now its hard to even talk to him.

But things will work out for you, it'll just be tuff for the 1st couple of weeks. but be strong and pull through, and dont give in!!!smile your a gorgeous looking girl and you deserve the best!
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Reunited and it feels so good!
I went to work this morning and had my manager get my purse out of my locker. So happy to have my phone and wallet back! I then went shopping with my sister after. I'm in love with my new iPhone case. It's a really pretty teal color.
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nobodyhere:
Ok, try this: landolakes.com. Worth doing for Halloween i reckon.
Wow, this is my 1000th comment! (Just think how many more i would have sent if i'd got an Iphone wink)
mikesyourboy:
its a great feeling! smile
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Bah!
I don't have my phone until tomorrow. It's sad. I never thought I would feel this lost without my phone, or my wallet, or my favorite purse.. or my chapstick.

I forgot the combination to my locker at work. When I went to work I sat in front of the lockers trying to remember and after my eighth attempt I opened it, put my...
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trouble007:
I forgot my alarm code once, when I worked in retail. I stood in front of it as I was getting the warning beeps and I just spaced. It was fun explaining that one to the cops when they showed up biggrin
trouble007:
Are you talking about the fire alarmed door? Yeah we had one of those too, but it was were the customers were and little kids would set it off all the time. They'd have the most fearful look on their faces when they'd set it off. It took a manager key to turn it off so if I was at lunch it'd go off for 30 minutes. Haha.
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I actually felt strong, I felt like I could breathe. I was doing so well. Why did you have to go and ruin that by talking to me?

The day after my last blog my ex and I didn't talk. At all. The whole day. It was the first day since we broke up that we haven't talked. Hard to believe it's been a month...
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onesandzeros:
Hawaii is awesome, but super expensive. I'm glad I got to go once though.
apsara:
i was lucky enough to get a good guy. i hope you find one. i'm sure you will, though. you seem like a really sweet girl :]

oh and i did go! it was sooooooo awesome biggrin
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I think I have what I need to make the first step to move on...

The girl I mentioned a few blogs ago, the one I got paranoid over with my ex. I went to her myspace and like a moron I decided to read her comments to see if there were any from my ex. I found some from about a month ago and...
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catwizard:
Hey! there can't be two people who suck! Hehe, even if we do both suck, life is like the sun, it shines whether you want it to or not smile
albastra:
I started to read your blog but didn't finish it because I have to get back to homework... the irony. tongue

My advice is don't worry about what other people do or say, it's a waste of time and energy. Just do your thing and if they fuck you over, just don't be around them. It's pointless to keep them in your life if they are not good to you.

It's not like if you watch over their every move they will be less likely to fuck you over, you'll just end up stressing yourself in the process and it's not worth it.

That's just my two cents...
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willy81:
lol that is wierd but funny
intru:
Is that a power ranger on the far right?