Hmm hmm hmm. I totally forgot i had this.
So how is everyone?
So reasons why ive been away:
So how is everyone?
So reasons why ive been away:
- Was my last year at uni so I hate shit loads of work to be finishing.
- Finished all my work and found out I got a 2:2 which im totally happy with
The people who know me will know how much ive struggled and how much a pain it all was
so i'm glad I got through it and got a 2:2 especially as i thought i was gonna get a 3rd. - Was mine and my boy's 2 year anniversary <3 had a big ol' meat fest at Bodeans. Oh yes!
- been taking lots of instant photos but making the time to scan them in is a pain but i guess its all part of the deal....
- I took my first practical driving test last week wednesday and.....
I'm so happy! la la la la la. haha. leading uto the day I was sooooo worried, even felt sick so so sick before my instructor came and picked me up and my parallel parking was still abit blah. I just managed to nail it in the hour before my test haha. it was weird though as ive never felt that sick in nerves before but as soon as i got behind the wheel it melted away and i wasn't nervous at all.
Went out for cocktails with Sky last Friday. fun times were to be had oh my were they had haha <3
Also I really need to get a job. This whole finishing uni, having to move out (were moving back to my boyfriend parents till we get jobs and have money to move out, they live in Woking which is sucky but the actual bit they live in is quiet) and trying to find a job thing is scary and hard. Kinda dunno where to start to be honest.
I have enough cameras already but i want more.
I just ordered the a brand new lomography Diana mini even though I have the normal sized one but tokyo edition.
i did manage to get the mini one for 20 quid cheaper than normal price.
on the big one i can take normal photos, use my fish eye lens, take instant mini photos.
on the small one i can just take normal photos, half frame photos and its half the size.
hmm did i need to get the smaller one?
yes. haha
I just ordered the a brand new lomography Diana mini even though I have the normal sized one but tokyo edition.
i did manage to get the mini one for 20 quid cheaper than normal price.
on the big one i can take normal photos, use my fish eye lens, take instant mini photos.
on the small one i can just take normal photos, half frame photos and its half the size.
hmm did i need to get the smaller one?
yes. haha
wow weee.
havent written a blog in a few months.
amsterdam was fucking amazing and i really want to go back.
everyone is so lovely, place is amazing, wanted to go to a sex show but i got too stoned on the last night before we had to go and slept through until next day! Gutted!
In amsterdam me and my boy came across the coolest shop that had pretty much anything made by lomography there . i was in heaven.
my boy brought me this Diana f+ toyko rising edition as an early birthday present
he also got me the diana splitzer andddd fish eye lense annndddd diana instant back so i can take instant photo
so yeah ive kinda been playing around with those really and kinda cool not knowing how your photos are gonna come out.
what else have i been upto? erm not much really, working odd days, trying to learn illustrator, bowling ALOT, baking, not looking forward to my last year of uni, being ill.
i think im currently addicted to bowling even though im shit at it. me and my boy have been going nearly every week for the last 3 months maybe. hes won every time i suck but im determined to beat him one day!
i so determined that i actua;ly had a bowling lesson from a qualified bowling teacher haha. he taught me alot which was cool. still not to great at it but at least my approach is better. ill practise what he told me then have more lessons. id so love to be in a bowling league
went round to rdpixie's on Tuesday for a movie night. was awesome to see her and catch up
the film was good too. we watched district 9. i dont really do aliens but it was really good.
baking wise ive made lemon cupcakes with lemon frosting, lemon bars and i really wanna make this next mmm
i cant believe ive had like 4 months off from uni. ive been sooooo bored. now uni is only like 2 weeks away i dont wanna go back haha. i havnt learnt the 3 programs i was meant to learn as im still not done learning one of them. i didnt realise it would take so long to learn just one program.
still havnt started planning my dissertation but ive got my question and know where i want to go with it. hmm should really crack on with that.
to people how have finished with uni how hard did you find your last year? did you find much time to like have a job and do other things you wanted to do?
i went to why not? dubstep carnival about 2 weeks ago and i swear it killed me. i dont think drinking and dancing till 6 am was a good idea. since then 2 days later i got really ill.
ive been stuck in bed, feeling really tired all the time, got no energy, chesty cough, feeling wheezy and cant breathe properly...sucks.
ive just been watching lots of men behaving badly and the wire in bed and having lots of naps.
ive been off of work for about 2 weeks and apparently they dont do sick pay which sucks as im really poor.
oh erm...ive also joined the gym as i wanna lose some weight. gyms arent as scary as i thought.
me and my friend have joined and go together so its cool having a friend to go with that feels the same.
also i weighed myself at the gym and im actually 15 and half stone. my scales at home have been telling me im 18 stone.
so all this time i thought i was 18 and im not hahaha. stupid scales.
that will teach me to buy scales from wilkenson.
oh also last week i started my first lesson of adult swimming lessons.
its so scary as i cant swim at all and i havnt been in a pool since i was like 7! thats like 15 years ago.
im proud that im finally doing it though. its a handy skill and im sick of going on holiday and not being able to go into the sea or the pool or whatever and having to just sit in the sun while everyone else goes and has fun.
i hope my lessons go well.
dont know what else to say really apart from hoping that ill get better soon.
heres a few photos ive taken.....
xx
havent written a blog in a few months.
amsterdam was fucking amazing and i really want to go back.
everyone is so lovely, place is amazing, wanted to go to a sex show but i got too stoned on the last night before we had to go and slept through until next day! Gutted!
In amsterdam me and my boy came across the coolest shop that had pretty much anything made by lomography there . i was in heaven.
my boy brought me this Diana f+ toyko rising edition as an early birthday present
he also got me the diana splitzer andddd fish eye lense annndddd diana instant back so i can take instant photo
so yeah ive kinda been playing around with those really and kinda cool not knowing how your photos are gonna come out.
what else have i been upto? erm not much really, working odd days, trying to learn illustrator, bowling ALOT, baking, not looking forward to my last year of uni, being ill.
i think im currently addicted to bowling even though im shit at it. me and my boy have been going nearly every week for the last 3 months maybe. hes won every time
i suck but im determined to beat him one day! i so determined that i actua;ly had a bowling lesson from a qualified bowling teacher haha. he taught me alot which was cool. still not to great at it but at least my approach is better. ill practise what he told me then have more lessons. id so love to be in a bowling league
went round to rdpixie's on Tuesday for a movie night. was awesome to see her and catch up
the film was good too. we watched district 9. i dont really do aliens but it was really good. baking wise ive made lemon cupcakes with lemon frosting, lemon bars and i really wanna make this next mmm
i cant believe ive had like 4 months off from uni. ive been sooooo bored. now uni is only like 2 weeks away i dont wanna go back haha. i havnt learnt the 3 programs i was meant to learn as im still not done learning one of them. i didnt realise it would take so long to learn just one program.
still havnt started planning my dissertation but ive got my question and know where i want to go with it. hmm should really crack on with that.
to people how have finished with uni how hard did you find your last year? did you find much time to like have a job and do other things you wanted to do?
i went to why not? dubstep carnival about 2 weeks ago and i swear it killed me. i dont think drinking and dancing till 6 am was a good idea. since then 2 days later i got really ill.
ive been stuck in bed, feeling really tired all the time, got no energy, chesty cough, feeling wheezy and cant breathe properly...sucks.
ive just been watching lots of men behaving badly and the wire in bed and having lots of naps.
ive been off of work for about 2 weeks and apparently they dont do sick pay which sucks as im really poor.
oh erm...ive also joined the gym as i wanna lose some weight. gyms arent as scary as i thought.
me and my friend have joined and go together so its cool having a friend to go with that feels the same.
also i weighed myself at the gym and im actually 15 and half stone. my scales at home have been telling me im 18 stone.
so all this time i thought i was 18 and im not hahaha. stupid scales. that will teach me to buy scales from wilkenson.
oh also last week i started my first lesson of adult swimming lessons.
its so scary as i cant swim at all and i havnt been in a pool since i was like 7! thats like 15 years ago.
im proud that im finally doing it though. its a handy skill and im sick of going on holiday and not being able to go into the sea or the pool or whatever and having to just sit in the sun while everyone else goes and has fun.
i hope my lessons go well.
dont know what else to say really apart from hoping that ill get better soon.
heres a few photos ive taken.....
xx
OH MY GOD!
NINE INCH NAILS TONIGHT WITH RDPIXIE
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY!
p.s Amsterdam was awesome by the way.
NINE INCH NAILS TONIGHT WITH RDPIXIE
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY!
p.s Amsterdam was awesome by the way.
My boy is taking me away to Amsterdam for the weekend in under 12 hours.
Its our year anniversary on saturday
weed, sluts and art here we come
Its our year anniversary on saturday
weed, sluts and art here we come
thanks to everyone who was concerned but yeah im ok now
i spoke to a lady at uni who deals with student problems (mainly dyslexic ones like funding and tutors) i told her about all the stuff that was going on at uni like the reason why i haddnt been in two months was mainly because whenever i did go in and needed help with anything i was made to feel stupid. if i asked something to be explained to be id get a why dont you read it response. id say id read it and id be told well read it again or look it up on google as well as other unhelpful things. they know im dyslexic and dont get things that easily sometimes but whenever i asked for help id get the brush off and they basically made me feel stupid. lessons were never planned properly so noone would know when to go in and just other stupid unorganised shit. this had been going on since i started nearly 2 years ago and it just gets to you considering your meant to be in uni everyweek and this all goes on.
so yeah i told her everything and got upset and told her i was stressed and stuff and she emailed the tutor and organised a meeting with him. the next day we all had a meeting together and she sat there taking notes while the tutor actually spent an hour going through the brief with me. i know he only did that cos she was there but yeah. i feel abit better about the project now but cos ive missed out on time i have to know make one project into two as i was meant to do two separate projects. the lady also did a 3 weeks time table for me which was lovely of her as i know what to do on what days and what work needs to be done and who to go see and its been very helpful. im so bad at planning my time. im greatful she did this for me and sorted it all out as i really thought there was no hope so it really does help to talk. im just worried i wont do enough work to pass this year and i really dont wanna repeat it
anyway yeah its scary that i hand in this project on tuesday and then im free until september. cant wait.
i also cant wait for my photography weekend with snowy, leilani and machiko. were gonna take photos all day and theyre gonna teach me how to properly use my slr and were gonna go for a picnic and other things. I so cant wait
its something to look forward too as ive been feeling stressed and down these last couple of months.
i was bored and got my other tragus pierced the other day yay.
erm my boy brought me a case of 12 of these:
best flavour ever!! GUAVA!!!
i so cant wait till uni is over next week.
next week im gonna catch up with OZ as a new dvd came today
catch up on series 2 of the wire.
prob do some baking as i havnt done it in ages.
ohh i also got these le creuset heart shaped ramkins.
i got 2 red ones and my boy brought me 2 blue ones but the blue ones have lids
i made heart shaped mac and cheese in them last week yum
i spoke to a lady at uni who deals with student problems (mainly dyslexic ones like funding and tutors) i told her about all the stuff that was going on at uni like the reason why i haddnt been in two months was mainly because whenever i did go in and needed help with anything i was made to feel stupid. if i asked something to be explained to be id get a why dont you read it response. id say id read it and id be told well read it again or look it up on google as well as other unhelpful things. they know im dyslexic and dont get things that easily sometimes but whenever i asked for help id get the brush off and they basically made me feel stupid. lessons were never planned properly so noone would know when to go in and just other stupid unorganised shit. this had been going on since i started nearly 2 years ago and it just gets to you considering your meant to be in uni everyweek and this all goes on.
so yeah i told her everything and got upset and told her i was stressed and stuff and she emailed the tutor and organised a meeting with him. the next day we all had a meeting together and she sat there taking notes while the tutor actually spent an hour going through the brief with me. i know he only did that cos she was there but yeah. i feel abit better about the project now but cos ive missed out on time i have to know make one project into two as i was meant to do two separate projects. the lady also did a 3 weeks time table for me which was lovely of her as i know what to do on what days and what work needs to be done and who to go see and its been very helpful. im so bad at planning my time. im greatful she did this for me and sorted it all out as i really thought there was no hope so it really does help to talk. im just worried i wont do enough work to pass this year and i really dont wanna repeat it
anyway yeah its scary that i hand in this project on tuesday and then im free until september. cant wait.
i also cant wait for my photography weekend with snowy, leilani and machiko. were gonna take photos all day and theyre gonna teach me how to properly use my slr and were gonna go for a picnic and other things. I so cant wait
its something to look forward too as ive been feeling stressed and down these last couple of months.
i was bored and got my other tragus pierced the other day yay.
erm my boy brought me a case of 12 of these:
best flavour ever!! GUAVA!!!
i so cant wait till uni is over next week.
next week im gonna catch up with OZ as a new dvd came today
catch up on series 2 of the wire.
prob do some baking as i havnt done it in ages.
ohh i also got these le creuset heart shaped ramkins.
i got 2 red ones and my boy brought me 2 blue ones but the blue ones have lids
i made heart shaped mac and cheese in them last week
yum
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