here is a poem i just wrote on a whim

Joy


breathing is assuming,
left in as thought of which is not there,
seeing as i thought,
not in a way is understandable,
curses through my tongue,
feeling is the story,
i must break,
thus is the crazy history,
past present and future,
will u past the test,
joint kinship,
must u be into the same,
will u show me turmoil,
will u be as most,
have u changed,
feeling this relief,
oh what a glorious moment,
thee is dead,
inside and out,
weeping is for the weak,
weak as the seed,
but most is unknown,
for i see all,
and all is my name,
test my fortune,
if u must test my name,
seeing is believing,
but knowing is eternal,
listen to the depths,
beside your word,
you will see,
next to my soul,
cold it has begun,
but never has it thought,
until it bleeds,
will you be forgiven,
i must show,
next to the abyss,
it slumbers,
pain and fortune,
lust and love,
give all you can,
show i must,
base my reign,
to vary these spirits,
can you feel this,
untold was my kindness,
whisper these words,
i can,
now say unto me,
it has fallen,
all is gone,
and fortune has left,
but when all else wanders,
a drought comes forth,
lay within my cover,
see security in thy,
love us,
bring us your flesh,
thrown into the wall,
i will lift your joy,
and bring ease to you once again,
show me your brightness,
can you trust,
i will not feed,
but only change,
mold into you,
now you see,
it is me,
behind your knight,
only a vision,
i am the one,
cannot bare this pain alone,
but must share,
share only to me,
within these dark halls,
lies bare,
morality,
kindness,
fearful,
persecution,
doubtful,
can you handle these thought,
weary as the sky,
i now know what must be done,
and yet what will not be,
seek fortune,
lust not,
love is forgiven,
sin is eternal



pretty awesome song that is, i love it
inspires me to write more

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OH and God Bless

I found that I R Bored a lot lately, but its cool cause i have my trusty ibanez with me, wish it was a gibson, anyways i have been writing a new song, i might post it up, but it sounds rather lame to me haha

Heyyyyy everybody, missed u guys...sooo wtf am i doing back on here, idk supposedly someone paid for my account...whatever dude lol, thanks is all i got to say, and im very grateful, but while i have been away i have manage to do some great stuff along with alot of boring stuff as well...sooo here's to music and friends...thanks guys

so i moved and everything is great.....dont have all my stuff yet but as soon as i get a job ill go and get it, so far so good, dont have my cam in active duty but ill put some pics up soon, and i want to write a song any inspiration out there????

i havent been on much anymore, alot has been going on, i hate whining but basically whats been going on is im homeless, carless, stranded, and without a job, anyways i hope everyone else is doing great...i gotta find a place to stay, so yeah.....bbl

"you're so cold but you feel alive. Lay your hands on me one last time."

hey girls, havent talked to anyone in awhile just thought i would say whats going on, well having some issues with the finding of a place lately, but we recently found a house but now we just got to get up the money to get it, i still havent fixed my car, and my hours are getting cut left and right at work, i mite have to move to NC and stay with my parents, but in a more recent event i am getting better at guitar and starting to get back in shape, i have been slacking off for the past couple of years, so how is everyone doing?

oh yeah i started getting back on my streak thing of taking picss again, and soon will have some up

well hi everyone just writing cus i havent in a long time, i just been practicing guitar and working again and bored out of my mind, still no car or house or money, but still waiting on a better job or something, hope everyone is doing good, i hope to tlk to u guys soon...show some love

hey girls...just saying hi....bored today....hope everyone is doing fine

hey guys sorry i havent been on much....trying to fix my car is a bitch, just found out that my fuel pump is blown, and my has to be a difficult car and the fuel pump is expensive as all get out, need something new to change

oh yeah but on a plus side i did get my guitar