Been writing smut stories all day. I find it necessary to filter out my filthy and taboo thoughts onto crisp white paper on a regular basis. Like masturbation. Sometimes I need to get rid of the sexual demons that live inside my mind.

The weekend is over and I didn't do a thing. Today was wedding gift shopping day for my german friend, Gerhard. He got married a few months ago but is now having the BIG wedding and I am literally his only friend in the US. So, yea, I have to be there. Found a spice rack and bought a blank book so Red_flynn & I can compile some of our favorite recipes for them to share & enjoy on their journey of marital bliss <3

This week is going to feel really short, I feel it. We leave on Friday morning for Penn, will return Sunday evening. I'll tell ya how it went .. and if I was the only black person at the wedding

Sometimes I feel: sexydivaknockoutbeautiful

(today was not that day, but when I took this picture I sure was feelin it!)

Umm soo..

I'm not sure why I'm still here. But I won't complain. Maybe someone paid for my account to stay up (??)

If so.. wowie.. thank yous <3

Aw damnit..


My account expires in two days and I'm too poor to pay for another years membership. So.. after over 2 good ol years, I have to bid you all far well.

I wont be too far whoever, you can still stalk me on "the space" or send me a good ol fashioned email like they used to do in the oldin days of.. 2 years ago: valentinedirty@yahoo.ca

It's been a lot of fun. I've made a lot of friends - hell, I met Red_flynn from here and now we are living together I also got to meet the wonderful Patience, Tim_in_Tampa and nikitabandflare so I would say this has been an awesome ride.. and I will never forget it!

Here are some pics for you all as I fade off into the sunset..







I love you all, take care XOXO
~ dirty valentine ~

Yesterday was such a good day...



They sky is crystal clear and I'm up early.. a perfect day to go put in some job applications and go for a bike ride around the park. I have this book to finish for this paranormal book club I'm in so I might break that with me, some cheez snacks, my tunes and just lay back in the grass for a while reading. Yeah, that sounds like a plan

I hope you all had a safe Memorial day.. Have a beautiful day today everyone

Xoxo,

I think we're going to see George Clinton tomorrow. Omg.

Patience and Tim_In_Tampa where supposed to come.. but.. they're just lame like that, I guess.

Still feeling pretty isolated here. Not many friends. Can't think of creative things to do. I'm writing a lot more. Started working on my site. Oh.. applied for some jobs. Had an interview today, actually, and comes to find out the place is a Christian cafe. I don't think that's the right environment for me to be working in, honestly.

Applied at Hollywood video and a few grocers. Hope to hear something back, soon. It will give me something to do and also, a nice solid income. Hey, I can't live off of Red_Flynn forever (though.. he is the sweetest, most caring, funniest most AWESOME roomate I've ever ever had.. and I adore him)

So.. yeah.. Yahoo has been hatin on me lately. I would never say "hatin" but it's the only thing that fits.

I'm going to go in the chat room now and see if I can cause some trouble

Oh.. and a picture, for good measure:

My tooth hurts & I can't stop crying like a goddamn baby.. This is ridiculous.. How can they (the military dentists) start a root canal and then when I go in to get it finished say, "Oh, well, the troops are home from Iraq so they are first prority at this point" and leave me high & dry. This shit is ridiculous. I hate everyone & everything right now.

Happy Friday the 13th <3