grrrr....



This is Katie Jane Garside, formerly of Daisy Chainsaw, in one of her current acts, Queen Adreena.

I will see her perform live at some point in my life.

I am going to see this woman perform live at some point in my life:

long live Katie Jane Garside

I simply cannot believe Pittsburgh was duped my Mr. Ravenstahl. What is it going to take for this city to wake up and realize things need to be done differently around here?

Music can communicate emotion better than words. It is mood, color, art, sound, science, and mathematics blended to perfection.

I finally heard from my company's Regional VP. I may have some huge news next week.

Had a great Birthday weekend.

I'm still recovering...

Why do i end up posting heavy emotional shit on here more than anything else?

anyway...

What is it about life?

In the last ten months I have had some of the highest highs and lowest lows:

worked where I made the most responsibility and money ever for me
had an affair with a friend of 15 years
alienated most of my coworkers while still getting praise from management
started dating my assistant
got into fights with my assistant at work while she tried to save the relationship outside of work
got buried at the job because they expanded beyond my abilities
voluntarily resigned
broke up with my former assistant
fell into hedonism that magnified a lingering depression causing me to be legitimately suicidal for the first time in my life
got a new job with even more potential than the last one
may have just brokered a huge business deal

My head is spinning.

I have no regrets but I feel like I'm fighting a war in my own head. I was attacked from so many angles at the last job I'm having trouble regrouping with a solid self image. I've always thought of myself as someone that can learn from things and move on pretty easily, but I can't this time.

I hope this new job keep distracting me enough to move on. I feel like I've been coming back down to earth more recently.

eh - that's enough for now.

Life is a bitch.

Death and taxes.

blah blah blah

I've started to know the wonders of netflix. I found one of my favorite animated shows - Mission Hill

well... the last six months have been some of the toughest of my life. It has all resulted in my working from home again.

Basically - I'm back.

I need to learn from the last six months and move on.



i just watched a Korean thriller/horror movie called a tale of two sisters and loved it:

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