Spreading love and words to come...
I noticed something as I was walking down St-Laurent today on my way to work.
People wanders and exist around me and sometimes, I keep staring to steal their essence, their way to be. Ellis was mentionning some 'emotional vampires' to point down these senseless kids who were fucking each other in order to avoid loneliness...maybe reach closeness.
I think I can reach people...but my own way.
Most people that I've witnessed spread their love like breadcrumb on a sunday afternoon. Everyone can get their little part and then flew away. It's free, thoughtfull, but I don't thing it ever past the 'trying not to get bored' part. I think the effort is honest but the results are oftenly confused with passion.
Personally, I think I do spread my love but it feels more like a rock, thrown at the face of mockery. I always target and I can almost say that I am fairly cheap with my 'spreading'. Sadly, I think that my way of doing tends to knock people over instead of getting them close.
Only time will tell if bruises can heal and make'em stronger.
Cheers y'all... How do YOU spread your love?
I noticed something as I was walking down St-Laurent today on my way to work.
People wanders and exist around me and sometimes, I keep staring to steal their essence, their way to be. Ellis was mentionning some 'emotional vampires' to point down these senseless kids who were fucking each other in order to avoid loneliness...maybe reach closeness.
I think I can reach people...but my own way.
Most people that I've witnessed spread their love like breadcrumb on a sunday afternoon. Everyone can get their little part and then flew away. It's free, thoughtfull, but I don't thing it ever past the 'trying not to get bored' part. I think the effort is honest but the results are oftenly confused with passion.
Personally, I think I do spread my love but it feels more like a rock, thrown at the face of mockery. I always target and I can almost say that I am fairly cheap with my 'spreading'. Sadly, I think that my way of doing tends to knock people over instead of getting them close.
Only time will tell if bruises can heal and make'em stronger.
Cheers y'all... How do YOU spread your love?
Sleepless isen't so bad when you've got someone to wake next to you...
You see, blog entrys are going thin. Why? I could say it's summer and everything but ... little I know about myself is that I don't really fancy the sun the much and the only thing summer is to me is permanent discomfort since I can't stand the heat really well as I am producing my fair share of it as it is.
No, actually, I'm just crazy busy and I don't feel like writing when I'm at home anymore. I have not read a book in like six months and I can barely finish the Saturday papers without doing something else.
But I don't mind the 'busyness'. Got raise twice this month, seen my responsability triple in like a week and my trip to Boston is almost 100% ready.
By the way we chose to sleep at the YMCA over a B&B, why? Cheeper and anyway I don't recall the last time I had breakfast so why the hell would I pay extra for it. We've also made the bet to not eat any 'breakfast food' for 3 days while in Boston even if we wake up earl. No toasts/eggs/sliced fruits/pancakes/french toast/muffins/bagels/english muffin ...so on. I'm pretty sure I'm going to be sick after a day or two, eating burgers at 9ham but that's the fun part of it.
And more seriously, what are you up to this summer, beside discomfort and allergies (Yeah, my nose's been leaking since May I think, It's not even bothering me anymore...)
For myself, I'm a little bored with working all the time but there's a lot of good side to it (namely clearing my Credit Cards and being able to do something else with my money than Pay Bills.)
I'm also blessed with a crazy girlfriend (Crazy in the good way). She's pretty much everything that I am not and I know for a fact that it's really helping me out. You should try that out, match yourself with your pefect opposite, sometimes it'll struck you with so much great things that you would not even bother the downsides anymore.
Cheers y'all...
You see, blog entrys are going thin. Why? I could say it's summer and everything but ... little I know about myself is that I don't really fancy the sun the much and the only thing summer is to me is permanent discomfort since I can't stand the heat really well as I am producing my fair share of it as it is.
No, actually, I'm just crazy busy and I don't feel like writing when I'm at home anymore. I have not read a book in like six months and I can barely finish the Saturday papers without doing something else.
But I don't mind the 'busyness'. Got raise twice this month, seen my responsability triple in like a week and my trip to Boston is almost 100% ready.
By the way we chose to sleep at the YMCA over a B&B, why? Cheeper and anyway I don't recall the last time I had breakfast so why the hell would I pay extra for it. We've also made the bet to not eat any 'breakfast food' for 3 days while in Boston even if we wake up earl. No toasts/eggs/sliced fruits/pancakes/french toast/muffins/bagels/english muffin ...so on. I'm pretty sure I'm going to be sick after a day or two, eating burgers at 9ham but that's the fun part of it.
And more seriously, what are you up to this summer, beside discomfort and allergies (Yeah, my nose's been leaking since May I think, It's not even bothering me anymore...)
For myself, I'm a little bored with working all the time but there's a lot of good side to it (namely clearing my Credit Cards and being able to do something else with my money than Pay Bills.)
I'm also blessed with a crazy girlfriend (Crazy in the good way). She's pretty much everything that I am not and I know for a fact that it's really helping me out. You should try that out, match yourself with your pefect opposite, sometimes it'll struck you with so much great things that you would not even bother the downsides anymore.
Cheers y'all...
Say Cheers if they happen to bug you off...
Hey, I had a great week-end. It's been awhile since I said that, and even tough I got a sore neck since last Monday, I had a great week-end and I didn't spent that much.
Ok, I bought a book at this great new book-store on Mont-Royal & Henri-Julien. I don't know it made me so happy, but it was a book I was looking for and it was so cheap that I couldn't resist.
But actually, I don't even know what I did this week-end that made me so happy. I cleaned my house Saturday, I spent the evening chillin' and watching TV but still, I'm just plain happy today and I'm still drinking coffee at 2 in the afternoon.
So, how was your week-end? I cannot wait to go to Boston in August and maybe San Diego in 2 weeks. This summer is so fast-paced that I don't know if I can keep it up much longer. Work never been that good, I got raised again (twice in the same month) and I'M kind of settling down for once...for a change.
Tell me about your life and I'll tell you what you hate recently ...(That sound dumb, I know)
MUSIC OF THE DAY: The Fall, can't get enough of that band.
Hey, I had a great week-end. It's been awhile since I said that, and even tough I got a sore neck since last Monday, I had a great week-end and I didn't spent that much.
Ok, I bought a book at this great new book-store on Mont-Royal & Henri-Julien. I don't know it made me so happy, but it was a book I was looking for and it was so cheap that I couldn't resist.
But actually, I don't even know what I did this week-end that made me so happy. I cleaned my house Saturday, I spent the evening chillin' and watching TV but still, I'm just plain happy today and I'm still drinking coffee at 2 in the afternoon.
So, how was your week-end? I cannot wait to go to Boston in August and maybe San Diego in 2 weeks. This summer is so fast-paced that I don't know if I can keep it up much longer. Work never been that good, I got raised again (twice in the same month) and I'M kind of settling down for once...for a change.
Tell me about your life and I'll tell you what you hate recently ...(That sound dumb, I know)
MUSIC OF THE DAY: The Fall, can't get enough of that band.
If the wind dosen't knock you over, than try the road...
Sunday, I went to the closure of the Montreal Jazz Fest and I remembered why I don't like those things as much as I use to. Every time I attend a large event, I can only stop and wonder how idiotic a crowd can be and how tasteless are people when they are gathered together.
A groupe is a self divided among many bodies and, by extention, flavorless as the body counts goes up.
And for no particular reasons, it kept me from sleeping last time. I was thinking how little I fit in those things and how worst it'll go with time.
I was a pain in the neck at 17, now I'm a train-wreck in the making when it comes to being with a large group of people.
And I like going to shows and venues, I just don't like the people attending. That's a real drag...
Another thing, I can help it, as soon as I am outside my place, I am systematically looking at everybody that passes by. Girls, guys, dogs, paper bags, everybody and everything...From an outside point of view, I think I look like a perv and I notice sometimes that, girls especially, glances back at me with a discusted look.
I really don't like that feeling either. I think I sould stay home as much as possible...
Oh, and I might have found a writing gig for a little magasine, that'll be wicked...more news on that later.
And for those who concerns only about that, yes my parties still lack in Nakedness. Got my housewarming party Friday night and nobody got naked...sad thing...
Cheers y'all
Sunday, I went to the closure of the Montreal Jazz Fest and I remembered why I don't like those things as much as I use to. Every time I attend a large event, I can only stop and wonder how idiotic a crowd can be and how tasteless are people when they are gathered together.
A groupe is a self divided among many bodies and, by extention, flavorless as the body counts goes up.
And for no particular reasons, it kept me from sleeping last time. I was thinking how little I fit in those things and how worst it'll go with time.
I was a pain in the neck at 17, now I'm a train-wreck in the making when it comes to being with a large group of people.
And I like going to shows and venues, I just don't like the people attending. That's a real drag...
Another thing, I can help it, as soon as I am outside my place, I am systematically looking at everybody that passes by. Girls, guys, dogs, paper bags, everybody and everything...From an outside point of view, I think I look like a perv and I notice sometimes that, girls especially, glances back at me with a discusted look.
I really don't like that feeling either. I think I sould stay home as much as possible...
Oh, and I might have found a writing gig for a little magasine, that'll be wicked...more news on that later.
And for those who concerns only about that, yes my parties still lack in Nakedness. Got my housewarming party Friday night and nobody got naked...sad thing...
Cheers y'all
Promises that are made during a raining night should not be considered as defining moments anymore...
Quick quick update in this 'Post-Canada Day crazyness' at the Office (God, I hate saying The Office...sounds old and grey with an ugly hat.)
I think we're going to hit Boston in August, guys roadtrip. Wicked is a little word to for what is going to happen then.
So, I'm thrilled right now, for a change, things are falling into place and that feels good.
Keep it up folks!
Quick quick update in this 'Post-Canada Day crazyness' at the Office (God, I hate saying The Office...sounds old and grey with an ugly hat.)
I think we're going to hit Boston in August, guys roadtrip. Wicked is a little word to for what is going to happen then.
So, I'm thrilled right now, for a change, things are falling into place and that feels good.
Keep it up folks!
The world loves us ... so he's our bitch !
Well, after all it my 'national holiday' and what am I doing? Sweet fuck-all...
Don't get me wrong, I've partied a little this week-end but tonight, I'm not doing Jack. Actually, I'm a little deceived that our yesterday get together failed to 4 people only and showed a big lack of nakedness. Truth to be told, I was hoping for something 'unexpected' ... Maybe next year, or maybe never. All of my partied tend to lack nackedness...sad.
Besides that, why am I so broke? All I do is work and I keep on being broke, I don't get that. I've seen this awesome antique drawer the other day and I had to say 'pass' and that frickin pisses me off. I need furnitures, I want an old crappy wooden one and I can't afford it.
Fuck IKEA ... I want to have to take care of my crap.
Anyway, cheers y'all, nothing really happens these days besides NOT being naked enough around random strangers. So that makes pretty thin journal entry
P.S. Look, I almost work sometimes...
Well, after all it my 'national holiday' and what am I doing? Sweet fuck-all...
Don't get me wrong, I've partied a little this week-end but tonight, I'm not doing Jack. Actually, I'm a little deceived that our yesterday get together failed to 4 people only and showed a big lack of nakedness. Truth to be told, I was hoping for something 'unexpected' ... Maybe next year, or maybe never. All of my partied tend to lack nackedness...sad.
Besides that, why am I so broke? All I do is work and I keep on being broke, I don't get that. I've seen this awesome antique drawer the other day and I had to say 'pass' and that frickin pisses me off. I need furnitures, I want an old crappy wooden one and I can't afford it.
Fuck IKEA ... I want to have to take care of my crap.
Anyway, cheers y'all, nothing really happens these days besides NOT being naked enough around random strangers. So that makes pretty thin journal entry
P.S. Look, I almost work sometimes...
What is there to say when nothing, virtually, goes wrong?
I have not updated in a while, in fact, my laptop has been closed most of last week. BUT, for those of you who have a little time to spare, I've uploaded a 'mix-tape' on my french blog (You english follow, just scroll down and look for the link
http://autblog.wordpress.com
I've walked to much this week-end but still, it was fun, St-Laurent goes wild this time of the year and I needed a crowded anonymous week-end. I'm glad it went well.
I'll keep you posted I guess, I'M crazy busy these days. But I found time to watch Knocked-Up from Judd Appatow and it's better than I tought it would be, if you have a quiet evening, try that...totally worth it.
Oh and...nothing, gotta go back to work.
Cheers y'all...
I have not updated in a while, in fact, my laptop has been closed most of last week. BUT, for those of you who have a little time to spare, I've uploaded a 'mix-tape' on my french blog (You english follow, just scroll down and look for the link
http://autblog.wordpress.com
I've walked to much this week-end but still, it was fun, St-Laurent goes wild this time of the year and I needed a crowded anonymous week-end. I'm glad it went well.
I'll keep you posted I guess, I'M crazy busy these days. But I found time to watch Knocked-Up from Judd Appatow and it's better than I tought it would be, if you have a quiet evening, try that...totally worth it.
Oh and...nothing, gotta go back to work.
Cheers y'all...
I have not slept in 3 days.
Call this redundant, or 'deja-vu' but I'm telling you this...Breaking up with a co-worker is the absolute worst situation. Especially when your desk is shared with the mentionned co-worker.
It's like grieving over an open casket, you can't get rid of the person, the imagery and everything.
The smell, the laughters, the everything you regret is right next to you, 45 hours a week.
I really...really can't wait for the week-end, take my minds off, fool around, get wasted, anything...really...
My friend is throwing this party Saturday and the theme is 'Your friends are my friends, but please no more than a 100 people'.
Last time we did that, we ended up mixing everythng in the kitchen in the Magic Bullet and spiking it with anything alcoolic beverage available. We've also hit the famous Davidson bar, on Ontario, and realized that getting drunk with porn is not so great.
Anyone's coming with me???
Cheers y'all
Call this redundant, or 'deja-vu' but I'm telling you this...Breaking up with a co-worker is the absolute worst situation. Especially when your desk is shared with the mentionned co-worker.
It's like grieving over an open casket, you can't get rid of the person, the imagery and everything.
The smell, the laughters, the everything you regret is right next to you, 45 hours a week.
I really...really can't wait for the week-end, take my minds off, fool around, get wasted, anything...really...
My friend is throwing this party Saturday and the theme is 'Your friends are my friends, but please no more than a 100 people'.
Last time we did that, we ended up mixing everythng in the kitchen in the Magic Bullet and spiking it with anything alcoolic beverage available. We've also hit the famous Davidson bar, on Ontario, and realized that getting drunk with porn is not so great.
Anyone's coming with me???
Cheers y'all
Okay, I really should post more often...
Once I go see the new Judd Appatow movie, I promise an extanded critic.
PROMISE !!!
Once I go see the new Judd Appatow movie, I promise an extanded critic.
PROMISE !!!
