Kylesa and Blood Ceremony tonight! no work. excited. but this fuckin rain needs to stop. i already got drenched biking home from the gym.
also its at a venue i've never been to. supposedly its new. its only a few blocks away from another main venue, Electric Factory, but the area isn't all that great, so we'll see. time for a few drinks and a shower! check yas later!
anyone have any knowledge of trying to fix not being able to comments on sets? it's been awhile and I have no ideaaa what could be wrong. I posted in the 'boards' also. any tips would be muuuch appreciated!!
so last night i saw GHOST b.c.! what a ritual it was! it was amazing. defiintely one of the best shows ive seen. i tried my best to get some good pics but it was packed and kinda hard to maneuver around.
























Ides Of Gemini opened and i thought they were pretty good. i didnt get any pics of them. the bar upstairs was packed! as usual i was by myself but i had a great time! and of course i got myself a shirt, there were 2 i wanted but they were 30 a piece!
Papa Emeritus was awesome and hilarious! his hand gestures while singin were hilarious. it smelled like church cause they had the whole stage filled with incense burning. they mentioned we were first to hear "Ghuleh/Zombie Queen" and that song is great! the whole show was quite mesmerizing. the mysterious cloaked clergy band mates and Papa as the satanic pope. the way he moved into the smoke at times, looked like he was floating. it was over rather early
next weekend me and my sisters are throwing my mom a surpise 60th birthday party. her actual birthday is in june but we want to throw her off. we're having it at my cousins new home about a half hour away. she has a yard with grass rather than having it in the city somewhere that will cost alot and be small. i believe we are bbqing everything. she only knows that were havin a family bbq thats it. so hopefully all goes well!
my ears are drivin me nuts, not due to the show. ive been having this pressure feeling in both ears so i think im gonna have to see the doc.
i dont have much else to tell.. so on that note its time to watch tonights Bates Motel and then goto bed!












Ides Of Gemini opened and i thought they were pretty good. i didnt get any pics of them. the bar upstairs was packed! as usual i was by myself but i had a great time! and of course i got myself a shirt, there were 2 i wanted but they were 30 a piece!
Papa Emeritus was awesome and hilarious! his hand gestures while singin were hilarious. it smelled like church cause they had the whole stage filled with incense burning. they mentioned we were first to hear "Ghuleh/Zombie Queen" and that song is great! the whole show was quite mesmerizing. the mysterious cloaked clergy band mates and Papa as the satanic pope. the way he moved into the smoke at times, looked like he was floating. it was over rather early
next weekend me and my sisters are throwing my mom a surpise 60th birthday party. her actual birthday is in june but we want to throw her off. we're having it at my cousins new home about a half hour away. she has a yard with grass rather than having it in the city somewhere that will cost alot and be small. i believe we are bbqing everything. she only knows that were havin a family bbq thats it. so hopefully all goes well!
my ears are drivin me nuts, not due to the show. ive been having this pressure feeling in both ears so i think im gonna have to see the doc.
i dont have much else to tell.. so on that note its time to watch tonights Bates Motel and then goto bed!
psyched to see GHOST B.C. tonight!!



my ears already hurt but i think its due to allergy/sinus, well i hope its related to that anyway, ha. but its drivin me nuts! it feels like pressure in both ears that just wants to explode! been goin on for awhile and im sure my loud music isnt helping.
been doing alot of neck/upper back exercises lately because that also is killing me. its from work and its just not going away. so these exercises are to strengthen the neck and posture. hoping for some relief! wish the gym had a chiropractor or masseuse!
so hope you had a good weekend and for the mothers out there, happy mothers day!



my ears already hurt but i think its due to allergy/sinus, well i hope its related to that anyway, ha. but its drivin me nuts! it feels like pressure in both ears that just wants to explode! been goin on for awhile and im sure my loud music isnt helping.
been doing alot of neck/upper back exercises lately because that also is killing me. its from work and its just not going away. so these exercises are to strengthen the neck and posture. hoping for some relief! wish the gym had a chiropractor or masseuse!
so hope you had a good weekend and for the mothers out there, happy mothers day!
R.I.P. JEFF HANNEMAN!


i dont remember the year of this photo but i had be 15 or so and damn what an ugly fuck i was hahahaha!! no fuckin hair at all compared to now!
anyway, SLAYER has lost Jeff Hanneman. my all time favorite band in the world. i can still remember when i first heard them, believe it was the Reign in Blood album and it just changed my life. from then on i was a die hard and it took me to all sorts of underground music. now it is going to be extremely different to see them live. they were the Grateful Dead to me. ive never missed one show since i was young! i was completely unaware of his passing cause i was at work and my phone was blowing up but i could only check at certain moments and even then i was like wtf?!? i knew he was sick for awhile but i never expected this. i am pissed and saddened. but all we can do is just keep his name alive!
Jeff you will be dearly missed but not forgotten! Dimebag's got a seat at the bar waitin for you brother!!

i dont remember the year of this photo but i had be 15 or so and damn what an ugly fuck i was hahahaha!! no fuckin hair at all compared to now!
anyway, SLAYER has lost Jeff Hanneman. my all time favorite band in the world. i can still remember when i first heard them, believe it was the Reign in Blood album and it just changed my life. from then on i was a die hard and it took me to all sorts of underground music. now it is going to be extremely different to see them live. they were the Grateful Dead to me. ive never missed one show since i was young! i was completely unaware of his passing cause i was at work and my phone was blowing up but i could only check at certain moments and even then i was like wtf?!? i knew he was sick for awhile but i never expected this. i am pissed and saddened. but all we can do is just keep his name alive!
Jeff you will be dearly missed but not forgotten! Dimebag's got a seat at the bar waitin for you brother!!
some photos from the Death To All tour this past Thursday
Anciients!




DEATH - "Human" era lineup. in the beginning they had video of Chucks life. it was awesome and also made ya feel a little soggy cause he is gone. but NOT forgotten! it would amazing if they do this annually just like when they have "Ride For Dime", keeping another legend alive!




and then i got closer!










i didnt know too much about who was gonna pull off Chucks vocals. this guy is from a band "Cynic" and i forget the other one he played in. and honestly he pulled off the vocals quite close to Chuck and i thought it was quite weird how similar he looked to Chuck.




Steve Digiorgio!! amazing bass player rippin it up infront of me!


and i love these!






it was a great show! my neck still kinda hurts from headbanging. it was an amazing feeling hearing/seeing DEATH live. Anciients were killer too! i got to talk to the singer after the show was done, really cool guy. of course i had to buy a tour shirt! i really hope they continue with this!
hope you all had a good weekend. time to watch some horror movies on Netflix. tends to be a sunday ritual for me, even though its all i watch anyway! haha any suggestions i should check out?? throw them my way!
Anciients!


DEATH - "Human" era lineup. in the beginning they had video of Chucks life. it was awesome and also made ya feel a little soggy cause he is gone. but NOT forgotten! it would amazing if they do this annually just like when they have "Ride For Dime", keeping another legend alive!


and then i got closer!





i didnt know too much about who was gonna pull off Chucks vocals. this guy is from a band "Cynic" and i forget the other one he played in. and honestly he pulled off the vocals quite close to Chuck and i thought it was quite weird how similar he looked to Chuck.


Steve Digiorgio!! amazing bass player rippin it up infront of me!

and i love these!



it was a great show! my neck still kinda hurts from headbanging. it was an amazing feeling hearing/seeing DEATH live. Anciients were killer too! i got to talk to the singer after the show was done, really cool guy. of course i had to buy a tour shirt! i really hope they continue with this!
hope you all had a good weekend. time to watch some horror movies on Netflix. tends to be a sunday ritual for me, even though its all i watch anyway! haha any suggestions i should check out?? throw them my way!
tonight i am going to see the DEATH TO ALL tour. it is name of the band DEATH to celebrate CHUCK SCHULDINER in AID OF SWEET RELIEF! great cause to help save lives. he was one of the greatest guitarist! been a big fan since i was a young metalhead journeying into Death Metal. they are playing as the "HUMAN" lineup, great fucking album, one of my favorites. they do have a vocalist which i dont know much about and quite curious about! cause Chucks vocals were definitely on a level other than any other death metal singer. (not to mention his cover "Pain Killer"! sick!!) supporting acts are ANCIIENTS, BELIEVER, and CURSE OF SAMSARA. i only really heard of Anciients. from my knowledge i believe it is going to be a collaboration of songs from Scream Bloody Gore, Leprosy, Human and Spirital Healing. im fuckin excited!! for me Sprital Healing is my all time favorite!! i am off from work and fucking gun ho!
life... well since i cant quit work yet cause i have no back up, i asked to move to a different area. i am hoping for different work but my main supervisor gave me 2 options so far, which i dont like but working for shipping business you have no choice cause as shitty as it is, you just are a "package handler". you stay in one spot due to respect, that is all. so i am a little happier about that. it was somethin i really needed to for my time being there.
this week ive been quite head strong and i like it. keeping myself in positive thoughts and kicking negativities ass! life isnt in control, I AM! thats why i try to keep telling myself. no more dwelling on bullshit, its time to get on track and fucking live to the fullest! (i sound corny i know but life has thrown me alot of curve balls) i can give credit to something on Facebook, METAL MOTIVATION. ive known of it for awhile but never read into it. just some metalhead who happens to went to college, business, psychology etc and made a brand of his own. (i probably sound like a quack! lol) in all simplicity, hes a motivator. its pretty cool i think. something that definitely interested me since im in a rut. useful information to get your mind outta the gutter and start rollin.
today i had an eye exam for contacts, finally! havent had them in years and im sick of wearing glasses everyday. after that i went to the art store. picked up the block print tools i needed and some more linoleum. so i looked forward to do more of that.
well i must be gettin ready. thinking of bringing out of retirement, my prize possession DEATH's shirts. tho it is super huge since i lostweight. i got it from Chuck's mom mail order when i was young. i have the package saved somewhere with her name of it. im quite fond of it. i dunno, im a music nerd!
life... well since i cant quit work yet cause i have no back up, i asked to move to a different area. i am hoping for different work but my main supervisor gave me 2 options so far, which i dont like but working for shipping business you have no choice cause as shitty as it is, you just are a "package handler". you stay in one spot due to respect, that is all. so i am a little happier about that. it was somethin i really needed to for my time being there.
this week ive been quite head strong and i like it. keeping myself in positive thoughts and kicking negativities ass! life isnt in control, I AM! thats why i try to keep telling myself. no more dwelling on bullshit, its time to get on track and fucking live to the fullest! (i sound corny i know but life has thrown me alot of curve balls) i can give credit to something on Facebook, METAL MOTIVATION. ive known of it for awhile but never read into it. just some metalhead who happens to went to college, business, psychology etc and made a brand of his own. (i probably sound like a quack! lol) in all simplicity, hes a motivator. its pretty cool i think. something that definitely interested me since im in a rut. useful information to get your mind outta the gutter and start rollin.
today i had an eye exam for contacts, finally! havent had them in years and im sick of wearing glasses everyday. after that i went to the art store. picked up the block print tools i needed and some more linoleum. so i looked forward to do more of that.
well i must be gettin ready. thinking of bringing out of retirement, my prize possession DEATH's shirts. tho it is super huge since i lostweight. i got it from Chuck's mom mail order when i was young. i have the package saved somewhere with her name of it. im quite fond of it. i dunno, im a music nerd!
the new Uncle Acid & The Deadbeats is fuckin killer!! i first heard it on 420(hope those that partake had a good one!) at a bar after the Smokedown Prohibition rally at the Liberty Bell here in Philadelphia! Smokedown was awesome. tons of people and i didnt see one cop or ranger in the park! at 420 on the dot everyone just lit up and it was a just a cloud of smoke! they had a small stage and microphones with marijuana enthusiasts speaking. people had signs supporting the cause and reggae was playing. so we decided to hit a bar while we were uptown. drinks and pool. and i thought it was crazy they had Uncle Acid playing, the whole new album! so now i need cash for cd and vinyl!




not the best pics of the rally but thats what it looked like.
other than that, life is.... well.. no words


not the best pics of the rally but thats what it looked like.
other than that, life is.... well.. no words
if something truely makes you unhappy shouldnt you part with it? but what if its youre only source of income at the moment?
i am speaking about my job. i work for United Parcel Service(sure you all know what it is and NO its not a good job, im only saying that because that tends to be everyones answer when you tell them that). i am part time because in all reality it is ridiculous to get full time there(and thats not for me). i am trying my HARDEST and looking everywhere to get another job somewhere and completely out of there. i just made 7 years there. ive mentioned in previous posts i have several injuries there. ive gotten NOTHING out of this job. i still get shit pay for the ridiculous amounts of work, lack of staff and no hours.
ive spoke of my job before so i apologize to sound like a rerun.
it has come to the point i physically and mentally dont want to be there nor perform my job. ive become so miserable i dont want be bothered. they are all idiots and even too the few people i can talk to i am being irritated by. it makes me ill to think of the place. the fact that i am forcing myself to do this job, be in pain(mentally and physically becuase sorting packages isnt easy greasy). the place has become HELL to me. and i yet to have any luck with my job hunts in the past months.
i am simply unhappy. i wont speak of home life because thats a different level. but does not help. its hard not to dwell on these things cause it constantly surrounds me. and i HATE it because its making not do the things i love.
i just dont know what to do anymore. its either a meltdown or go berzerk!
i really wish i would of gave college a try years ago... my age does not help this situation.
has anyone been in this situation before??
ps. wish i has the cash to travel somewhere, i need to get away!!
sorry for a well needed rant..
i am speaking about my job. i work for United Parcel Service(sure you all know what it is and NO its not a good job, im only saying that because that tends to be everyones answer when you tell them that). i am part time because in all reality it is ridiculous to get full time there(and thats not for me). i am trying my HARDEST and looking everywhere to get another job somewhere and completely out of there. i just made 7 years there. ive mentioned in previous posts i have several injuries there. ive gotten NOTHING out of this job. i still get shit pay for the ridiculous amounts of work, lack of staff and no hours.
ive spoke of my job before so i apologize to sound like a rerun.
it has come to the point i physically and mentally dont want to be there nor perform my job. ive become so miserable i dont want be bothered. they are all idiots and even too the few people i can talk to i am being irritated by. it makes me ill to think of the place. the fact that i am forcing myself to do this job, be in pain(mentally and physically becuase sorting packages isnt easy greasy). the place has become HELL to me. and i yet to have any luck with my job hunts in the past months.
i am simply unhappy. i wont speak of home life because thats a different level. but does not help. its hard not to dwell on these things cause it constantly surrounds me. and i HATE it because its making not do the things i love.
i just dont know what to do anymore. its either a meltdown or go berzerk!
i really wish i would of gave college a try years ago... my age does not help this situation.
has anyone been in this situation before??
ps. wish i has the cash to travel somewhere, i need to get away!!
sorry for a well needed rant..
it feels like a Friday to me. maybe its because im excited to see the remake of EVIL DEAD tonight! anyone else going to see?? i love the original and this looks quite promising!

i really wish i didnt have to goto the hell hole of a job thats gonna kill my mood
still no job call backs. i did have one appointment for a marketing firm but once i realized what it was, it wasnt for me. anyway, hopefully i can get a few beers and tokes in me before we go. well just a short update cause im starving and have to get ready for misery!
hope you all are doing well!

i really wish i didnt have to goto the hell hole of a job thats gonna kill my mood
hope you all are doing well!


