ok so i go to work the other day feelin a bit rough, short breath tired etc, so they send me home, not too bad afternoon to chill out i reckon . . . nice!

next day i cant even get out of bed without collapsing, cant breath, cant see straight, heart racin, im proper shittin myself, i go the doctors, he tells me my asthma is playin up . . ok i say thats a bit unusual seen as last time my asthma played up i was in junior school? but he sticks me on a nebulisar ,gives me some dteriods and some anti bioticsto make sure its not an infection an sends me on my way . . .

that night i swear im havin a heart attack, i cant get breath at all i cant stand i cant even talk, i text me mate to come an help me get to A&E they put me on ecg my rate is averaging 180 while im sat down , iv got an extra heartbeat and my pulse is so loud its heard over our conversation!

long story short iv got this lung infection that spread to my heart an given me atrial fibrillation with arythmia, the doctor basically gave me everything wrong he possibly could have before sending me home, if id taken anymore of the tablets and stuff he had give me id have exploded thru my chest!

iv just spent the last week an half in hospital on heart monitor in the heart attack centre, i on five different drugs, wharfrin, digoxin, amiadron, enalopril,bisoprolol, plus anti biotics plus tamazipans to help me sleep! my heart is still averagin 110-120 sat down doin nothin, an i cant go work, eat anythin too sugary, no caffiene, no stimulants of any sort whatsoever!!!!!!

an im now bored shitless!!

gota get rid of the infection first, then let the pills lowe my rate even more , wharfrin has got to thin my blood to make sure no clots then if all of that tallys up an nothin goes wrong, in about four to six weeks . . . .

im havin electroshock to reset my heart!!

anyone wanna come over an keep me company? all il be doin is sittin on the sofa watchin tv! an if your very very delicate with me we could...

ok so i go to work the other day feelin a bit rough, short breath tired etc, so they send me home, not too bad afternoon to chill out i reckon . . . nice!

next day i cant even get out of bed without collapsing, cant breath, cant see straight, heart racin, im proper shittin myself, i go the doctors, he tells me my asthma is playin up . . ok i say thats a bit unusual seen as last time my asthma played up i was in junior school? but he sticks me on a nebulisar ,gives me some dteriods and some anti bioticsto make sure its not an infection an sends me on my way . . .

that night i swear im havin a heart attack, i cant get breath at all i cant stand i cant even talk, i text me mate to come an help me get to A&E they put me on ecg my rate is averaging 180 while im sat down , iv got an extra heartbeat and my pulse is so loud its heard over our conversation!

long story short iv got this lung infection that spread to my heart an given me atrial fibrillation with arythmia, the doctor basically gave me everything wrong he possibly could have before sending me home, if id taken anymore of the tablets and stuff he had give me id have exploded thru my chest!

iv just spent the last week an half in hospital on heart monitor in the heart attack centre, i on five different drugs, wharfrin, digoxin, amiadron, enalopril,bisoprolol, plus anti biotics plus tamazipans to help me sleep! my heart is still averagin 110-120 sat down doin nothin, an i cant go work, eat anythin too sugary, no caffiene, no stimulants of any sort whatsoever!!!!!!

an im now bored shitless!!

gota get rid of the infection first, then let the pills lowe my rate even more , wharfrin has got to thin my blood to make sure no clots then if all of that tallys up an nothin goes wrong, in about four to six weeks . . . .

im havin electroshock to reset my heart!!

anyone wanna come over an keep me company? all il be doin is sittin on the sofa watchin tv! an if your very very delicate with me we could get naked!

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