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age: 29 (Dec 21, 1983)

MEMBER SINCE: January 2011

occupation: Service Clerk

i lost my virginity: to a woman.

makes me happy: Good times with friends

body mods: Tattoo

makes me sad: Not being able to see my daughter on a regular basis...

most humbling moment: Holding my daughter for the first time

stats: 5'8", Brown hair, blue eyes. Anything else just ask.

sign: Sagittarius

into: tattoos, piercings, art, poetry, music, movies, women

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DECEMBER 30, 2012 @ 07:42 AM | NO COMMENTS


Another long week done and gone along with Christmas. Now I just have to get through New Year's and then onto new things. Until next time I leave you with this poem:

The House

In the edges of a clearing
birds talk and animals walk.
In the center a house
sits abandoned and empty.
Nothing goes near
for they fear her.

The laughter and love
now dead memories.
She shivers and cries
with each cold breath.
The earth reclaiming it
to what it once was.

Her back is broken and she sags
but she refuses to fall down.
Her broken windows cry
whenever the sun shows pity.
The crumbling chimney is trying
to defy its age but losing.

The rusting glider and broken toys
gives clues but no answer to her past.
The tarnished hinges sag under the weight
of her splintered and swollen door.
The darkness spills forth from her belly.
The dancing shadows reveal her
rotting staircase, blackness up and down.

To the left her living room
with its molding davenport.
An ancient clock, now sprung, was her heartbeat.
Faded and warped pictures hang
crooked from her peeling walls.
They tell stories that she has long forgotten.

A room beyond is her kitchen.
The Christmas dinners carefully prepared
on her stove and in her ovens.
The smells of meats and pies that once
wafted through her halls now gone.
Her busted cabinets of the finest wood
shows off the chipped and destroyed China.

An empty room next to the kitchen with its ripped
tapestry and threadbare rugs was her dining room.
The marks on the floor where a table
and chairs stood sentry for decades.
A shattered chandelier hangs high and glistens
from a hole that has been punched in her side.

As the sunlight permeates the hole
another room of hers is lit.
A haunting melody flows forth
from the Victrola's horn.
The once grand piano now unplayable
with its broken keys and stings.
Bricks fall and emtomb the fireplace.

Back to her hall and down the stairs
to the darkness...
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