age: 27 (Jan 04, 1985)
MEMBER SINCE: December 2006
occupation: mommy/student nursing assistant
gets me hot: vampires, blood, bruises, lesbians, jeremy.
heroes: ami
most humbling moment: HA! are you up for the challenge?
makes me happy: my baby Charlotte my Jeremy! my mom and sis candy flirty text messages
crush: Rose McGowen
i lost my virginity: and immediately cleaned up the crime scene.
makes me sad: the evening news. war homophobia sexism burnt popcorn
fantasy: to be a princess in one of Anne Rice's "sleeping beauty" erotic novels.
into: tattoos piercings vampires blood bruises lesbians novels bdsm latex
body mods: i got me some tatts and some holes
BLOGS
i feel guilty for not keeping up....
tonight was the first night i actually vocalized an interest in separating with my bf and father of my child.
mostly because we want different things sexualy.
i need the freedom to be w/ women and not feel inhibited as far as fantasies and verbalizing how i feel sexualy.
I WAS RAISED FUCKING HARDCORE CATHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to fucking let it out already!
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
i want to be a part of a dungeon club and marry someone who has agreed to an open relationship w/ me. i want to believe that free love and stability can go hand in hand with me in the middle!
fuck!
im very scarred to leave my "perfect" nuclear family lifestyle.
i have to do it to be happy.
dont i deserve to have that "in love " feeling.
doesnt my bf deserve someone that is actually attracted to him?
why prolong death? this relationsip is sinking fast and if i dont just im going to get sunk.
is anyone out there happily in an open relationship?
tonight was the first night i actually vocalized an interest in separating with my bf and father of my child.
mostly because we want different things sexualy.
i need the freedom to be w/ women and not feel inhibited as far as fantasies and verbalizing how i feel sexualy.
I WAS RAISED FUCKING HARDCORE CATHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to fucking let it out already!
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
i want to be a part of a dungeon club and marry someone who has agreed to an open relationship w/ me. i want to believe that free love and stability can go hand in hand with me in the middle!
fuck!
im very scarred to leave my "perfect" nuclear family lifestyle.
i have to do it to be happy.
dont i deserve to have that "in love " feeling.
doesnt my bf deserve someone that is actually attracted to him?
why prolong death? this relationsip is sinking fast and if i dont just im going to get sunk.
is anyone out there happily in an open relationship?
JUNE 2011
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