i feel guilty for not keeping up....
tonight was the first night i actually vocalized an interest in separating with my bf and father of my child.
mostly because we want different things sexualy.
i need the freedom to be w/ women and not feel inhibited as far as fantasies and verbalizing how i feel sexualy.
I WAS RAISED FUCKING HARDCORE CATHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to...
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tonight was the first night i actually vocalized an interest in separating with my bf and father of my child.
mostly because we want different things sexualy.
i need the freedom to be w/ women and not feel inhibited as far as fantasies and verbalizing how i feel sexualy.
I WAS RAISED FUCKING HARDCORE CATHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to...
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grimmimages:
You deserve to be happy... You deserve love and lust and family.... If he can't support you in your desires, then move on ma chere
mullins_ra_jd:
yup you just need the one
danu:
drinking and suck
i have been innactive for nearly two weeks now.
we had a trauma/traumatic experiance/fucked up bullshit in the family(my immediate family meaning myself, jeremy and charlotte)
i am too emotionally , physicallly, and mentally and spiritually drained to post more right now.
this is the first time ive had a second to myself in two weeks. jeremy is walking charlotte before i bath her and...
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we had a trauma/traumatic experiance/fucked up bullshit in the family(my immediate family meaning myself, jeremy and charlotte)
i am too emotionally , physicallly, and mentally and spiritually drained to post more right now.
this is the first time ive had a second to myself in two weeks. jeremy is walking charlotte before i bath her and...
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trixxx:
hope you are ok sweetie!
_chaos_:
I hope you guys are ok. I just barely saw this. I know it's an old blog, but still.
feeling really shitty and down on myself....
what the fuck i hate journaling but its the only way im going to get accepted to some of the fucking groups i want to be in. what exactly qualifies as an "active jounal" anyway....
why isnt there a group exclusivly for bi girls.
how come i cant spell
why do i use random punctuation
who exactly am...
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what the fuck i hate journaling but its the only way im going to get accepted to some of the fucking groups i want to be in. what exactly qualifies as an "active jounal" anyway....
why isnt there a group exclusivly for bi girls.
how come i cant spell
why do i use random punctuation
who exactly am...
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ges:
I'm really glad you liked my set! Thanks a lot 
ges:
I'll try to. Thanks for your sweet words! xx
somehow my whole fucking profile got deleted! what the fucking fuck!
i will typing the word "fuck" alot from now on because i dont want to say it anymore in front of Charlotte
its really fucking hard!
im not much of a blogger so ...hmmmm what should i write.
im trying really hard to diet the smart way but its hard when youre desperate to...
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i will typing the word "fuck" alot from now on because i dont want to say it anymore in front of Charlotte
its really fucking hard!
im not much of a blogger so ...hmmmm what should i write.
im trying really hard to diet the smart way but its hard when youre desperate to...
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jflizzle:
Aww, I don't suck SO bad... 'cause I'm only going for LPN, not RN. I can't do the RN now because I can't afford it, and if I do the LPN I get it paid for by the state. BUT, I am going for the RN later on. It's kind of shitty because I've taken a lot of the classes needed for the 2 year RN already, but I can't do the program because it's too long for them to pay for it. BOO. Ultimately I want my bachellor's degree though! And good luck to you on getting in!
PS: I hate fucking skinny girls that hang out in the mall too.
PS: I hate fucking skinny girls that hang out in the mall too.
sauda:
That, indeed, you do!
i no longer have a boyfriend.......
I HAVE A FIANCE!!
im so happy today. last night jeremy proposed to me and gave me my grandmothers antique engagement ring!!!
we got a new place, a condo, in a gated community and we have started moving in. i want things to hurry up so we can get to the fun part of decorating Charlottes room.
(sigh) i...
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I HAVE A FIANCE!!
im so happy today. last night jeremy proposed to me and gave me my grandmothers antique engagement ring!!!
we got a new place, a condo, in a gated community and we have started moving in. i want things to hurry up so we can get to the fun part of decorating Charlottes room.
(sigh) i...
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ta2dmom:
let me know if there's anything I can do okay?
_chaos_:
damn girlie you seriously need an update! hehe how are u and charlotte?
i just watched the Black Dalia....
i dont know why it didnt get better reviews... i thought it was really good.
what a sexy period in time. men in three piece suits and women who smoked from stemmed ciggarrettes... very sexy.
i love noir films tho so maybe im biased.
after that i watched the L word.
im hooked for life! i love that show...
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i dont know why it didnt get better reviews... i thought it was really good.
what a sexy period in time. men in three piece suits and women who smoked from stemmed ciggarrettes... very sexy.
i love noir films tho so maybe im biased.
after that i watched the L word.
im hooked for life! i love that show...
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llona:
i am now completely hooked on the l word. so i feel you.
kid_hideous:
yeah...actually i do know (and love) Stan Rice. I'm honored that you hear an echo of him in my work. I've had a hard time finding his books, but what i have read, i've loved. was quite sad to hear he'd passed.
i love noir too, but was rather disappointed with black dahlia. it may have been that i didn't pay enough attention...but i think it's more likely because i dislike...most of the cast.
in any case, thanks for the lovely comment!
i love noir too, but was rather disappointed with black dahlia. it may have been that i didn't pay enough attention...but i think it's more likely because i dislike...most of the cast.
in any case, thanks for the lovely comment!
hello hello.
watching a special on the history channel on the antichrist/armaggedon/biblical prophecy.... creepy
glad not to really believe in all that anymore.
jeremy wants to take me out to dinner tonight but going out lately feels like waste due to the fact that the growing baby inside of me prevents me from eating my moneys worth!
watching a special on the history channel on the antichrist/armaggedon/biblical prophecy.... creepy
glad not to really believe in all that anymore.
jeremy wants to take me out to dinner tonight but going out lately feels like waste due to the fact that the growing baby inside of me prevents me from eating my moneys worth!
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uni:
Thanks for the nice comment on my set
uni:
Pin-up books are nice. I have many of them.
i am so so so new at this, anyone who cares to help me out profile wise or other feel free to let me know!
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synema:
Have a Happy New Year and an awesome 2007!
_chaos_:
On the top right click home... then theres lil tabs at the top by your pic kinda??? ( main, blog pics, friends, favs ect....) to the right u can edit each category.. if i even made sense trying to explain that... lol
hello
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synema:
Welcome!
tutunaku:
welcome aboard. and you look lovely with your belly.