So its a new year and I have been cleaning out the closet so to speak.... I will be hoping to change and better many things about myself and my life... I am working on making ammends with people I have wronged in the past.. I am trying to keep in contact more with family that I haven't wanted to speak to in over 7 years. I am trying to make new friends to venture out and about with... while cherishing my old ones..
I want many things and in a usual day in the life of daggers I ALWAYS get what I want... but in all the attempts to do so someone always gets hurt.. and this is my #1 issue.... If I don't want to do something then I don't.. I am quite selfish like that and I need to grow desperately out of that stage.. I think its the Scorpio in me!
And if there is one thing I will work myself to the bone to avoid its becoming like my mother... I love my mother but her life at 47 is in complete shambles.. My mothers motto in life is "well I survived".. I don't want to survive at anything.. I want to accomplish and achieve everything I hope to in the most positive of ways.. Too bad I didn't realize this earlier in life.. I feel that now at 25 I have run a bit to late on all of this, but as they say BETTER LATE THAN NEVER!!!
Off to work!!!
So who wants to come and have some drinks with me tonight?
So tonight its Cassidy's Irish Pub on Folsom @ 8 then after a couple drinks its Delhi Restaurant and Bar on Ellis... See ya there!
I want many things and in a usual day in the life of daggers I ALWAYS get what I want... but in all the attempts to do so someone always gets hurt.. and this is my #1 issue.... If I don't want to do something then I don't.. I am quite selfish like that and I need to grow desperately out of that stage.. I think its the Scorpio in me!
And if there is one thing I will work myself to the bone to avoid its becoming like my mother... I love my mother but her life at 47 is in complete shambles.. My mothers motto in life is "well I survived".. I don't want to survive at anything.. I want to accomplish and achieve everything I hope to in the most positive of ways.. Too bad I didn't realize this earlier in life.. I feel that now at 25 I have run a bit to late on all of this, but as they say BETTER LATE THAN NEVER!!!
Off to work!!!
So who wants to come and have some drinks with me tonight?
So tonight its Cassidy's Irish Pub on Folsom @ 8 then after a couple drinks its Delhi Restaurant and Bar on Ellis... See ya there!
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lubricatedgoat:
well if that is one of your worse qualities than you are an angel......nope just read your journal.....aah youve started your own 12 step process for bettering yourself......good luck.....but I liked what I saw....
vani77agori77a:
I want to fly to SF and gingerly bite into your lip