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Yeah. Woke up this morning not feeling so awesome today. maybe it's the weather. Can't say for sure. Whatever it is I'm feeling extremely bleh 
The worst thing I have ever done is be the dutiful son. All my life I've always done what was expected of me and it's lead me to my ruin. My life was robbed from me because I've always done what people wanted me to do. Now I look back, and I'm angry but there's nothing I can do about it. My youth was stolen, and now I'm old before my time. I'm angry and bitter, stuck in a career I hate with no way out. I have no one to blame but myself. Everyone was looking out for themselves but I was too young to see what I was losing. Now that it's lost I can't get it back. There's no turning back the clock. They filled me with fear and doubt. They kept me from testing my wings and learning to be an adult. Now that I'm old I don't know how to be one. i'll never know love. I'll never have a relationship. All I have now is hate and bitterness, and being stuck doing a job for the rest of my life. I never learned to have passion. All I have is my fear and hate and bitterness.
If you are young and reading this, take control of your life. Don't always follow a path because that's what others want or expect from you. Find your voice. Find your life. Or one day you'll become like me and realize that your life and your youth has been stolen and you will never get it back.
If you are young and reading this, take control of your life. Don't always follow a path because that's what others want or expect from you. Find your voice. Find your life. Or one day you'll become like me and realize that your life and your youth has been stolen and you will never get it back.
My membership will be expiring on may 16, 2012. It's highly unlikely that I will be returning after that time. In the unlikely event that anyone would be interested in remaining in contact please let me know.
That is all.
That is all.
Yeah. I'm really pissed this morning. I recommend staying out of my way.
