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Went to a concert last night. Gwen Stefani (the ultimate suicide girl just with a little more clothing). It was everything that I had hoped. She hopped all around the stage, ran through the crowd and performed one or two songs from the back commenting on "how cute you all look in the up close version", which kind of sucked for people like me who...
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Well I guess I'm moving back in with Dad. My roomies are moving out(back to Tokyo) and while that alone may not be a problem the fact that I have no money saved is. I already discussed it with him and he thinks it's a good idea. We both agreed that I need to reign in my spending and go back to budgeting, well following...
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My damn clit hood is migrating (the piercing people), and that is really ashame because I love it so. It's the only stimulation I get down there (I have no boy toy or gal pal). I noticed that it was crooked and I thought that it was just twisted, but I looked and saw that there was scarring and that it had moved. I guess...
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I'm going to be performing on the 10th. My first performance in a long time. To add to it I'm making my own costume and I haven't even gotten the materials yet. I like to think that I work better under pressure, but,uh, not really. I can do it I just need to. Do it that is.

Woohoo! Apolo is in third place in DWTS. I voted for him 13 times. I know that's kind of stalker/psycho but I'm harmless. I only find out everything I can about the people I love. You know things like where they live, what they eat, who their family and friends are. Nothing too weird. Anyway. His dance was well done. Don't particularly like the step...
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Yesterday was such a wonderful ,beautiful, lovely, awesome day. But, alas, it is over. I really didn't do anything. Went to my meeting and found that I had lost 1.4 lbs. Yay! Every little bit counts. After that since I had the day off I just went to the lake and walked around for awhile killing an hour there then ate lunch at Pasta Pomodoro....
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So I watched my first episode of Dancing with the Stars on Monday. I'm surprised to say that it wasn't that bad. A little cheesy but fairly entertaining. I actually was interested in seeing how the stars were going to perform. Ultimately it was all about Apolo. He was beautiful, with his big, white teeth.

I spent about an hour at the nearest Borders looking to buy a book on personal finance and debt and all that wonderful stuff. I used my credit card to pay for it. Almost defeats the purpose of buying the book. I do really want to get my spending under control. It's never been this bad. I think it's a result of all the times...
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Mondays are usually difficult, especially when you had a nice weekend and the weather was actually good. Surprisingly this one wasn't so bad. Maybe it's because of the nice weekend and now I'm just looking forward to the next. I was fairly active. Always a plus. I went to Santa Cruz with my brother and my friend. The two of them surfed while I just...
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I really hate my job right now. It might be the weather or the obnoxious dogs, one in particular right now, or my boss/friend. Either way I'm really irritated right now and I want to go home and sleep. On top of that my check was wrong. My mistake admittedly as I did not clock in and out everyday as I should've, but even once...
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Reconsidering the new job thing. Again. This is not the first time that I have done this and more than likely it won't be the last. I wish I wasn't so indecisive, I might get a bit more in my life done. Well it's more than likely my tendency to procrastinate that's holding me back from really doing all the things that I need and...
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So I'm thinking about a new job. I presently have two. They're both in the same company in different departments, but they are still two different jobs with different pay. I've been with one now for almost two years, with the exception of my little five month hiatus in LA that went nowhere ( Nor Cal baby), I've been with the job for awhile. The...
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