well the last journal entry actually happened a week or two back, i put it as a comment and im bored for i decided to tidy things, including my sg page. ANNNNNNNNNNNNNyway, latest news had another date with Jean (sexy indonisian girl) and its going well. Just talking about things with a new person is really good u know, anyway. I've never been good at that point where ur not sure whether someone likes u as a mate or as something else u know (possibly y i've allwaysed been the guy in our group with lots of femal friends, sounds big headed but i don't meen it like that). So kinda didn't think anything was gonna happen between me and jean but i thought u know wot shes a damn cool girl id really like to see her as a friend if nout happens. So picture the scene, we're in the pub chatting away, and shes laughing at my rubbish jokes. Then she says can i cuddle u, i say sure, so then we sit there for about an hour, hour and a half before we go, her leaning on me with my arms round her, stroking her leg and her stroking mine, sounds really soppy but thats the thing i really really miss when ur not with someone, u know, the simple things. Anyway, so we walk back to my car, again with my arms round her and her hand holding onto mine just talking about the trees, the moon, hehehe real silly stuff, was really good. never kissed a girl with a lip ring to the side (like brody armstrong) but it was really nice, hehe im in a happy mood, seeing her again on monday. gonna take this one slow but i really like her, shes a damn cool girl.

well the last journal entry actually happened a week or two back, i put it as a comment and im bored for i decided to tidy things, including my sg page. ANNNNNNNNNNNNNyway, latest news had another date with Jean (sexy indonisian girl) and its going well. Just talking about things with a new person is really good u know, anyway. I've never been good at that point where ur not sure whether someone likes u as a mate or as something else u know (possibly y i've allwaysed been the guy in our group with lots of femal friends, sounds big headed but i don't meen it like that). So kinda didn't think anything was gonna happen between me and jean but i thought u know wot shes a damn cool girl id really like to see her as a friend if nout happens. So picture the scene, we're in the pub chatting away, and shes laughing at my rubbish jokes. Then she says can i cuddle u, i say sure, so then we sit there for about an hour, hour and a half before we go, her leaning on me with my arms round her, stroking her leg and her stroking mine, sounds really soppy but thats the thing i really really miss when ur not with someone, u know, the simple things. Anyway, so we walk back to my car, again with my arms round her and her hand holding onto mine just talking about the trees, the moon, hehehe real silly stuff, was really good. never kissed a girl with a lip ring to the side (like brody armstrong) but it was really nice, hehe im in a happy mood, seeing her again on monday. gonna take this one slow but i really like her, shes a damn cool girl.