i always miss the ladies..
i always come back...

why don't i just auto renew?!

how is everyone?

<3

oh me, oh my.
it's been a little too long, i'm sorry!

i have been very in-tune with myself lately. i am happier than i have been a very long time. it is a combination of embracing my artistic side once again, and just living. i have neglected one of the most critical parts of me. you could say, what a shame, but in all reality, it feels amazing to find yourself again.

target was terrible, it made me almost cry before going in, i lasted a week...
(eff you social anxiety, stupid managers and mindless consumers!)
i will just shop there instead.

in lieu of said incidents, i started making bracelets out of my large stash of recycled telephone wire!
(here is a handful... i have made around... one-hundred-and-fifty of these things!)


it's rewarding in a simple way, mostly it is something to do with my hands when i am lacking stronger artistic convictions. but they are super pretty... and i hope, a way to make some money while i am stuck in the dilemma of how i can sanely support myself in this town.

i am selling some at the local head/music shop as of last night..
and i think more than half of them are gone already (i brought in fifty!)


it may not be a lot, money wise.
but i am happy.
and i haven't felt so free, in a very long time.

loves!!

ergh..
i'm so anxious about going places to look for jobs.
almost to the point that i want to puke.

badfsjlkj3oisdjfjjals.

breath in....
breathe out....

breath in...

(only works temporarily!)