Whheeew! I am down to 200 now...i cheated here and there but i made it...glad its getting nice out. ima start doing some running outside. plus....10 MORE DAYS TIL THE BASEBALL SEASON STARTS. oh yea....spring always brings good times for me. how are you doing, world?

i finally got my new tat idea in place....


I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

its a poem by d.h. lawrence. i first heard this poem in the movie gi jane with viggo mortensen reciting it. its inspiring. hopefully i will get it done this weekend.


i lost about 5 lbs since i started working out. ive been killing myself in the gym. im down to 205 now, but i wanna get down to 204 or 203 by the end of this weekend. i jammed last night at an open mic. it was pretty fun getting up there and playing whatever comes to my head. i love performing for people. one of the other guys is going to bring his drum set and hopefully we can really get down. yissur!

hello world. i learned some things. i learned that even the people who you hate or hurt you can be teachers. i also learned that my english class is a waste of time. enough about me...how are you doing? hows your life treating you?

welllll.....It happened..my gf and i broke up this past weekend.almost made it to a year. we're still cool though. feeling kinda down about it...i started school. hopefully that will keep me busy and occupied. signed up for a gym too. gotta drop some of this weight off. im becoming a fat ass.

Buongiorno tutti,

Well, I'm kinda bored so i decided to post a blog. xmas was great. all my nieces and nephews got great presents, and nobody fought lol so it was a good xmas. working on quitting smoking and getting back into the gym. gotta lose this gut of mine. overall, things are sat. gonna start reading more too instead of hitting the bars when i have spare time. gotta sit down a write some 60-70s rock songs for the musicial gig. im kinda excited bout that...im gonna have to have nia take some new pix of me to put on here....so hows everyone else doing?

whew....at war with this cold...im finally winning. classes have been keeping me busy, but in a good way. i like been busy with music. plus me and a former coworker performed as a poetry duo at a bar last week, so im happy. with his lyrics and my sax, we might go places. my gf (boomerbsg) is doing big things too. she got another job, accepted in school, and her parents are gonna help out with the finances. im doing my best and then some to keep her motivated and focused on the prize. im soo focused. my aim is due forward....i just wanna play music.....

SELF PITY AND APATHY
by partick martin



Self pity is like a walking stick.
It is only needed if you are weak.

Apathy is the noise of silence
and the activity of doing nothing

Remember what you say and do today,
will be your grandchild's heritage.

my bday is coming up.i dont know if im getting more mature or what but i dont feel like i need to celebrate it. if i want to drink or party i throw one on any day. not just because its my bday. i just want to be around those i care for. im glad i wrote my paper tonite so i dont have to stay in class tomorrow. yissur! ohhh...stewie just puked on brian lol.

sometimes i dont have any idea what you humans are trying to accomplish. more than sometimes actually.

alright....first blog....hows everyone..good? okay...see you next year.