age: 31 (May 05, 1981)
MEMBER SINCE: July 2004
occupation: test strip
body mods: fewer than before
i lost my virginity: on the outskirts of town
stats: don't keep score
most humbling moment: life in general
crush: I'm trying to quit, thanks
into: girls gone mild, limelight friends, living alone, sensual stimulants, staying up late, getting up early, being professional on the outside, blank spaces, Mexican&Indian&Thai food, karaoke, Dead Guy Ale, hoops, books, looks, crooks, open roads, flying away, mystery, potential energy, metamorphoses, needlecrafts, trivia, crossowords, logic
gets me hot: intelligence, confidence, tension, big strong soft bodies, low lights, live eyes, being smothered, good hard bites in soft places, little incidental touches that pass for accidents but really are not
fantasy: ridding the world of greed, and replacing it with fresh vegetables, peaceful thoughts, music and cookies; or being an artist; or getting out of debt
makes me happy: kissing, writing, singing, having the day off, red wine, funny people, crazy people, having a few drinks, learning something new, crushes, spirituality, sensuality, lime, peaches, punctures
sign: soft shoulder
I hate work, so I'm not going to work as much as I used to. I feel like work has successfuly stripped away a part of me... a friendly part of me, so that I don't feel like taking any shit anymore. I found myself a little blunt today.. I used my low, casual voice rather than my friendly, enthusiastic one. I suddenly feel like these jerkfaces are lucky to have me. It's powerful, but depressing. I want to be challenged. I want to take it outside and kick its ass. But I guess not yet. I can wait.
I'm still thinking about the incredible near-sex experience I had the other night. I'm so glad I'm going to have my short term memory for a while.. I'd hate to have to write such delicious things on little post-it notes.
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