clamby

the man sitting next to me asks too many questions, so when no one is looking i slip the cleaver from my bag and give him a sharp blow to the back of the head. as if expecting this, he pounces on me. his nails are long and jagged, his teeth sharp like a feral dog's. we roll around the floor of the classroom, toppling...
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today, after much pacing and deliberating, my doctor changes my prescription from paxil to cyanide. he takes two sample caplets from a small box and places one on the table in front of each of us. we set about filling out the paperwork. i am surprised, not by the bulk of forms necessary for this type of activity, but by their plainness. somehow i had...
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so, stupid me didn't notice that bowling for columbine had hit our fair desert wasteland. i was planning a trip to san diego or l.a. this weekend to see it. instead i'll be taking it in tonight. lovely

can't wait for next week. training = marketability = not having to starve when i move to seattle, a couple of gigs, and a date with a...
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flaming lips tonight. beck tonight

& a little glass of scotch to start the evening off

my flaming lips/beck tickets came in the mail today. woo hoo!

i've had a matthew good band song in my head all day. they're one of those bands that you listen to and think, "yeah they are ok." then you wake up singing their stuff and realize how good they are. i think that's one of the best things a band can strive for

well,...
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a quiet night with some modern classic film. logan's run. 1984. creepshow 2.

what more could you ask for?

and life is back to normal again

the birthday festivities were a big hit (christine, you are so very loved) and it's time to settle in and catch up on the weekend's missed sleep

imagine you have a debilitating shyness. so much so that even chatting online can be overwhelming. how do you break that? dye your hair black? let failure sing it all away?...
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today's reason to be outraged: by an overwhelming margin, nevada voters approved an addition to our state constitution that defines marriage solely as a bond between a male & a female. nevermind that we don't allow same-sex marriages to be performed here, now we won't even honor anyone who was legally married in another state.
all these hypocritical fuckwads can climb up my ass. oh...
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i am: not necessarily tall, dark, or handsome. better for it. a musician. a lover of art. a bit of a wallflower. quiet. passionate. a hopeless romantic.

i enjoy: listening to, watching, discussing, and living music. things that push the envelope. intellectual stimulation. cartoons. rain. girls with short hair. people who dress well. scotch whiskey. cuddling. breathing in unison before drifting off to sleep.

i...
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i really need to write in this journal more often.

just got back from the studio. our christmas tribute to the ramones is done, though it sounds a little more like mudhoney at times. i think joey would still be proud. funny, only 5 months before the thing will be heard.

only 6 before i'm free from the desert and comfy in seattle. the anticipation...
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sleep is the hardest commodity to come by these days. it's not just me either. everyone is walking around like zombies. maybe the hot summers just drain the lifeforce from us, or maybe i'm just projecting my discontent.
two days from now i'll be on the road. long drives can do so much for you when you're out of sorts. just you, the road, and...
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i am an official sg member. joy!