Its hard to know I lost someone I gave my heart to and they are never coming back.
It's hard to move on when your heart still belongs to them.
I find myself trying to find that new person to care for and share memories with
but I just can't do it. The road leads back to her but she isn't there.
oh what to do? what to do?
All I can do is Drink heavily, Write, Work and distract myself from all of it.
I hate dwelling on it.
It's hard to move on when your heart still belongs to them.
I find myself trying to find that new person to care for and share memories with
but I just can't do it. The road leads back to her but she isn't there.
oh what to do? what to do?
All I can do is Drink heavily, Write, Work and distract myself from all of it.
I hate dwelling on it.
TIger Army played tonight
and they were fucking AMAZING!! They played every song that we all come to love them by and a couple new ones which weren't that bad. Someone told me they suck live but thats bullshiit, they play really good on stage.
Well...I'm laying in bed on a saturday night on the count that my girlfriend want's to sleep. If I would have known she just wanted to lay in bed all night I would have done something else...maybe hang out with my friends. But no, I'm on here typing a blog!
I'm also sitting here contiplating if I should bare it all on Suicide Girls on the Suicide Guys. But I'm also wondering this; Do i have to be hard or limp? and No way am I going to go look at albums with dicks in them to find out my answer. I mean, which way is it prefered?
and they were fucking AMAZING!! They played every song that we all come to love them by and a couple new ones which weren't that bad. Someone told me they suck live but thats bullshiit, they play really good on stage.
Well...I'm laying in bed on a saturday night on the count that my girlfriend want's to sleep. If I would have known she just wanted to lay in bed all night I would have done something else...maybe hang out with my friends. But no, I'm on here typing a blog!
I'm also sitting here contiplating if I should bare it all on Suicide Girls on the Suicide Guys. But I'm also wondering this; Do i have to be hard or limp? and No way am I going to go look at albums with dicks in them to find out my answer. I mean, which way is it prefered?
OH MAN IT"S THAT CRACK!!
ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO SLEEP WHEN YOU'RE HIGH OFF OF CRACK SUICIDE GIRLS!!
ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO SLEEP WHEN YOU'RE HIGH OFF OF CRACK SUICIDE GIRLS!!
About SUICIDE BOYS....
I have to say, it came to me as a surprising shock.
I always knew there was suicide boys after I got my account and I've seen the group and all but I never got too in depth with the whole thing and didn't know that they actually had their own albums AND were actually nude.
At first I saw they had albums and in my head I'm telling myself "ha wtf? I wonder if its like Suicide Girls" and then just like i thought, I started seeing Penis and balls and it completely took me off guard. I don't know why I would think this but I believed that this site had nothing to do with Male penises and was just all female...I guess I was wrong. So should I sign up for an album? Naaahhh
I have to say, it came to me as a surprising shock.
I always knew there was suicide boys after I got my account and I've seen the group and all but I never got too in depth with the whole thing and didn't know that they actually had their own albums AND were actually nude.
At first I saw they had albums and in my head I'm telling myself "ha wtf? I wonder if its like Suicide Girls" and then just like i thought, I started seeing Penis and balls and it completely took me off guard. I don't know why I would think this but I believed that this site had nothing to do with Male penises and was just all female...I guess I was wrong. So should I sign up for an album? Naaahhh
It's as if I died for a bit. I haven't had the chance to be on here in a bit, if anyone likes to know, I'm working on a script that involves retro killers! I also got 3 new pictures on, check them out, comment them
Knocked up was amazing Jude Apatow really makes you bond with his characters through how realistic it is, theres dumb times, theres good times, there's sex times, theres the bad times, the high times and "I'm pregnant" times all in Knocked up.
Hostel 2 was really good, I've been reading reviews and they all bash on it but i get this feeling that everyone just wanted to hate on it because the dislike of Eli Roth, but either way I think he toped Hostel pt 1.
Summers definitely here in las Vegas, and I got in the mood of making a playlist that consists of country/punk/rockabilly/ bit of rap /and popular songs from the past that go with the summer, any suggestions to add on to this play list?
I'm going to start a 70's play list one day too,!
Hmmm..I realize I like to steal, I'm starting to feel that Starbucks sucks, I like cooking and I should be a vegan or vegetarian cook. and that people get scammed all the fucking time!
I also fell in love with Subway's "Veggie Delite" sandwiches.
I began to ride my bike to work because I decided I didn't want to become what we keep falling ourselves into. BUYING GAS, the American people love to watch the news and complain about how gas is so expensive yet, we keep driving and no mater what the price is, we keep spending on it. In other countries, people, business men, secretary's, doctors, all kinds of people walk, take the subway, the cabs, buses and even mopeds (which do a lot of miles in gas for a little bit of gas) to work and they do it all dressed up, and they all seem to be in better shape then us, while were just "typical Americans". So I'm going to do this and hopefully start a movement.
um...well I hope none of this is misspelled because I was very and for the moment really high, so thats why it's so long.
Take care,
I hope to get some responses because I really am thinking about canceling this account
I'm lost.
- Armando
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Knocked up was amazing Jude Apatow really makes you bond with his characters through how realistic it is, theres dumb times, theres good times, there's sex times, theres the bad times, the high times and "I'm pregnant" times all in Knocked up.
Hostel 2 was really good, I've been reading reviews and they all bash on it but i get this feeling that everyone just wanted to hate on it because the dislike of Eli Roth, but either way I think he toped Hostel pt 1.
Summers definitely here in las Vegas, and I got in the mood of making a playlist that consists of country/punk/rockabilly/ bit of rap /and popular songs from the past that go with the summer, any suggestions to add on to this play list?
I'm going to start a 70's play list one day too,!
Hmmm..I realize I like to steal, I'm starting to feel that Starbucks sucks, I like cooking and I should be a vegan or vegetarian cook. and that people get scammed all the fucking time!
I also fell in love with Subway's "Veggie Delite" sandwiches.
I began to ride my bike to work because I decided I didn't want to become what we keep falling ourselves into. BUYING GAS, the American people love to watch the news and complain about how gas is so expensive yet, we keep driving and no mater what the price is, we keep spending on it. In other countries, people, business men, secretary's, doctors, all kinds of people walk, take the subway, the cabs, buses and even mopeds (which do a lot of miles in gas for a little bit of gas) to work and they do it all dressed up, and they all seem to be in better shape then us, while were just "typical Americans". So I'm going to do this and hopefully start a movement.
um...well I hope none of this is misspelled because I was very and for the moment really high, so thats why it's so long.
Take care,
I hope to get some responses because I really am thinking about canceling this account
I'm lost.
- Armando
I
so about PROM...
All this stressing
all this planning
all this talk about it
all this running around
for this ONE night...
and I'll be honest,
It wasn't that fun.
The people I went with didn't want to get fucked up
they didn't want to drink or smoke. Yet they wanted to but didnt because of their other half not wanting to.
When we got to prom, all they played was music to grind to, they never wanted to play any music with class or something you could slow dance to.
The people we went with,They all looked soo boring, while my gal and I were high as fuck toking it up behind the restaurant we had dinner at.
Then all we did after dinner was drive around the strip, HOW BORING IS THAT?!
I swear this town has no culture or anything amusing.
After the party bus dropped us off, everyone decided to call it a night. I was so fucking disapointed and upset.
Prom, just like I knew it would be, A WASTE OF MONEY. The memories...That I spent a lot of money and stressed over a over rated night. But I am glad I was with people I cared about I just wish they would've partied like I did.
Were on the very left.
All this stressing
all this planning
all this talk about it
all this running around
for this ONE night...
and I'll be honest,
It wasn't that fun.
The people I went with didn't want to get fucked up
they didn't want to drink or smoke. Yet they wanted to but didnt because of their other half not wanting to.
When we got to prom, all they played was music to grind to, they never wanted to play any music with class or something you could slow dance to.
The people we went with,They all looked soo boring, while my gal and I were high as fuck toking it up behind the restaurant we had dinner at.
Then all we did after dinner was drive around the strip, HOW BORING IS THAT?!
I swear this town has no culture or anything amusing.
After the party bus dropped us off, everyone decided to call it a night. I was so fucking disapointed and upset.
Prom, just like I knew it would be, A WASTE OF MONEY. The memories...That I spent a lot of money and stressed over a over rated night. But I am glad I was with people I cared about I just wish they would've partied like I did.
Were on the very left.
I Work at.....
STARBUCKS
this place is fucking ridiculous and soo corporate.
Also the rules they set for us are fucking waaack.
STARBUCKS
this place is fucking ridiculous and soo corporate.
Also the rules they set for us are fucking waaack.
SATURDAY!! Will be my last prom
and even though I completely winged my tux,
I will be looking good!
Plus im planning on getting completely shitty.
Shit, I already bough the herb for that night
and even though I completely winged my tux,
I will be looking good!
Plus im planning on getting completely shitty.
Shit, I already bough the herb for that night
