chobitz7

Today is the last possible day my friend can put me up for at least a week, I need to find a place today!
Annnnd now suicide has begun t make sense

ANYONE NEED A ROOMMATE?????!!?!?!?!?!?!


Oh....
im homeless now

I just ate pizza, after feeling like my rids were cramping, my eyes were about to pop, and i had a headache, the pizza was covered in anchovies and salt, just, fuck... I hurt...I feel like i just ate anger and rape...the flavor wont leave, i wanna die i wanna die i was supposed to be dieting, fuck why why whyyyyyywhwywhywhwywhywhwywhwywhywwhywhw
I wanna DIE I...
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I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I dont know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness. In reality those who satisfy me are those who simply allow me to live with my idea of them.
Anas Nin

FUCK EVERYTHING

THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL

She's alive...


YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES YES YES YES YEEEEES OMG YEEEEEEEEEEEES HAHH WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO OMG OMG OMG

I believe one of my dear friends killed herself friday...

I hope she is alive, i have been desperately trying to reach her the ONLY way I can and she can only access that resource by walking an hour and a half from where she lives...


If this is her current life then im saving up to move to live with her...

Im back in california, it.... kinda sucks.

i cried quite a bit the past few days, a combination of fear of the failure of a recent relationship, disapointment with my living situation, and the catch 22 of my life, safety and boredom in florida, or things to do and dirty violence in california.... sigh...

I've also noticed a drastic decrease in my sex drive....
T.M.I....
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I put up a few of my drawings, I will put up more when I am back in california and have my laptop again.


Oh! And I return to California on June 8.
Fuck yeeeeeeaaaaaaaah.



I find it humorous that I gernerally dislike being considered masculine, yet one of my favorite animes is so over emasculine, its one gay joke from being a big cover...
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