chikadee

I want a scotch. A nice single malt, likely an islay, one rock and then I want to have another one.
After when my belly's exuding warmth I want to go sit by the river bundled up in my down, glamstar, fur trimmed parka and smoke some shared, expertly rolled drum and check out the moon. Then I'll put on my unicorn mitts and be...
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Update? Update you say..ummmmmm so tired.

Ahh I know, the water gods seem to believe that I've stolen something from them...as they keep taking my stuff! Most rescent grab was my sunnies...Not my rock star ones so rest easy, but the newly acquired blue ones. humph.

Good thing I found a new cheapo pair that I like better anyhow.

Had a great moment in a theory class today...We were discussing Plato's heirarchy (metaphysical, material, image, simulacrum, simulation) and how it applies to the visual arts and my prof. who's a very dry britt offered the best example of simulation, "Think of simulation as a McDonalds hamburger..where once burgers had a direct relationship to a single cow, now they are the combination of bits and...
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Well Mr. goblintcat, you asked what my solution to future suckass days was and being the proactive little chikadee that I am, here ya go.

Today I saw the sunrise and not because I was still out partying, but because I was pursuing the sport that I love. I quite literally rolled out of bed at 6:38 am to layer myself in spandex blended...
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whooo hoooo, I slept right through my class today, well at least the first half of it which makes the last 20 mins a little redundant. I rawk.

Update:
I wish I could say the rest of my day got more productive, but it sooo didn't. Work was lame, i didn't even get to whip out my feather duster...in fact I can't even find the...
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feeling weak tonight, a little over exposed, raw...the kind of edge where the dark snuggles a little closer in than I want. I know it's a passing moment or more that I have the ability to make it pass, so answer this my lucks why is it comfortable to reside here a little while?
Rationally my life is fan flippin tastic, of that I am...
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Leash

"Had one of those days when you want to try heroin, drunk driving, some form of soft suicide. Sitting in silence and staring at ceilings or peeling the paint off of things to confide. Teach me to wiggle my ears like that, show me the scar that you got when you fell off your bike. Ask me the questions you never want answers to....
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I've spent the last two years planning my escape from Calgary, aching for a path, waiting for my feet to land, send me running to find myself.
I realise now that in spending my energy yearning for change, I've found solitidy. I know now what roots are and how even when we don't mean to we put them down.
I still want for change, but...
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Had a gloriously slow morning, rasberries from my garden mixed in with my granola paired with bad coffee and while I was luxuriating in the simplicity of the whole experience I heard it, I mean really heard it...the ceaseless buzz of the city. Got under my skin, made me buzz, itch, squirm. It all just felt complicated and this coming from a girl who generally...
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Why is it that fruity gum turns to pastey yuckiness so much faster in the mouth? Must be some odd chemical thing.

Well life is grand. I feel as though the universe is trying to spoil me in a big ass chunk, I'm trying not to get used to it, but damn is it fine.

Seeing as I haven't stubbed my toe, spilt my coffee...
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