Haven't really moved on anything since the last post, other then polishing up the ol resume - now I just need to motivate my self and push things the way they should be going.

The filter in my brain has lost the ability to understand the ignorance that surrounds me - gets tired after awhile, gets old to the point of exhaustion, and I can't believe that anyone intended us to live our lives as so many do - we need to live for life . . . so much surrounds what we do in anger, so much is lost to that good good feeling. It really should be OK to feel good - we have a tendency to live up to angers expectations, yet the right of first refusal is mine, so fuck you! I see you in the corner of my life, I see what it is you have shaped so many to do - simply exist, the difficult part is climbing out of the well.

Haven't really moved on anything since the last post, other then polishing up the ol resume - now I just need to motivate my self and push things the way they should be going.

The filter in my brain has lost the ability to understand the ignorance that surrounds me - gets tired after awhile, gets old to the point of exhaustion, and I can't believe that anyone intended us to live our lives as so many do - we need to live for life . . . so much surrounds what we do in anger, so much is lost to that good good feeling. It really should be OK to feel good - we have a tendency to live up to angers expectations, yet the right of first refusal is mine, so fuck you! I see you in the corner of my life, I see what it is you have shaped so many to do - simply exist, the difficult part is climbing out of the well.