Wednesday Jul 09, 2008

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1 shiner and 3 shots of patron later.. dun dun duh...

I worked in Denton today. I like my new home. The pharmacy I'm going to be working in is humongous and not a single person yelled at me today. Sweet...

I'm too booze-tired to write anymore
hotcurry:
Just saw your comment. Thanks a bunch!

Wednesday Jul 09, 2008

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This song is exactly how i feel.
Creep - Radiohead
girl_afraid:
aww. i wish you didn't feel like that.
captainchemistry:
eh.. i'll get over it.. blush

Sunday Jul 06, 2008

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I had a panic attack today. I felt like i was going to have a seizure.
I've been stressing out recently about having something to do every night. I'm the kind of guy who does not like to be alone. I went up to the Pharmacy to find out what my friend Kaitlyn was doing at work.. well more accurately after work, and that's when...
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Saturday Jul 05, 2008

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I've been really fucked up the last couple of nights... all this pre-4th-of-july drunkenness has given me a stomach ache not to mention the chalupa from Taco Bell that i got on the way home. Fast food rocks.. puke

That girls who's digits i got ... well that's not going to work out.. i called the number she gave me and the voice-mail was: "this is...
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prettymassacre:
you're welcome for the comment biggrin and I'm still alive. It just turned the 6th like 2 minutes ago. I'm doing better for the most part smile
captainchemistry:
That's good... I'm sober tonight-that's a big improvement for me i guess.

Thursday Jul 03, 2008

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Damn I'm lit.. dollar beer night at shuck'n'jive that's how we roll. hahaha
I got some digits.. damn..
bloodstorm:
Congrats on the digits! skull

Tuesday Jul 01, 2008

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I'm going to get some Chinese food at "Oriental Express." and go to work for 8 hours... putting away drugs. We get truck full 'o drugs today. Wish me luck.

Monday Jun 30, 2008

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Hmm... everything is starting to make sense. I don't trust beautiful people. I lack trust for them on some sort of visceral level. I can feel it in my gut. At least I realize this now.

I feel like no-one understands my insanity. Would one call it insanity? or is it just an altered sense things?...

I feel like the people i meet on a...
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dhd_no_pants:
By judging people just on their looks, you are already picking them apart in the same way you think others are doing to you!

Being forthright doesn't mean you have to be rude to people. Maybe work a bit more on the mental block? I have struggled for years with everything I'm thinking coming right out of my mouth. It doesn't always make for pleasant encounters.
captainchemistry:
i know it's a confusing downward spiral! i don't know what to do. And as for being rude, I don't even realize it's rude most of the time till they get pissed off.

I'm ashamed of this as I'd really like to be able to get along with everyone... but somewhere in my psyche i have a big ... annoying... preconception

Thanks for the comment!