nocturnal lifestyle ......I wonder what I should do
music munchies naked chicks why not

ok so some friends were telling me about how crazy Friday night was I guess I was wild drank a whole bottle of tequila a few beers and a few pornstars and about 5 more tequila shots I was seem smoking fat joints and doing lines and smoking cigarettes lol crazy I don't even smoke cigarettes I guess I was at the bar then 3 after parties then some abandoned house party lol all I remember was crawling into bed I guess I had fun though lol
and another me

and me and some friends

what the hell happened lastnight .....it's all a blur and I said I quit drinking what the fuck lol all I know is I stumbled in sometime this morning and I found a tequila lid in my bra I hope the Iphone shows up I feel like I killed somebody lol theres blood on my hands and I got bruised knees

well just gotta say it feels so good to be back on suicide girls thanks Eddy
I got some time to kill so I thought I should write a new blog but I have no idea what to write about lol
a week ago I went to go see Cannibal Corpse and Napalm Death and had such a good time in that moshpit. I spent a few days in the mountains doing photo shoots and took a few hundred pictures of my friend Akinna doing a suspension and I also took photos of a ski and snowboard event called slush cup
I want to do a suspension meself it looks like a good painful fun time

yeah I got lots of pictures and more on the way
and I'm also thinking of submitting a set for suicide girls but I don't think I would make it lol but why not try right

so it's December danm it all and this stupid holliday lol I just want to skip x-mas and have an end of the world party and get Marilyn Manson tickets thats all I'm thinking about just trying to distract myself by braiding hemp finding new things to pierce smokeing weed and drawing pictures boooo!!!! winter is so boring some pictures of stuff I'm drawing and random pictures I thaught were funny and I like em so just look at it lol

that concert was awesome the best part was stalking dez (vocalist) in the mall till he saw me takeing pictiures and followed me to the comic book store lol oh and I met cancer bats and had an amazing time in the mosh pit taquila and whisky all night till that creepy limo driver kept following me it was so funny seeing everbody coverd in Gwar blood and piss and hungout on lagacy of disorders tour bus till 5am epic night lol it was the tits I love legacy of disorder now lol so much more happend that night but I'll just leave it short and sweet

Wednesday Devildriver!!!! fuck yeah MOSHPIT!!!! party all night fuck yeah!!! now what corset ....

I love my new corset but not sure if I should wear it into a moshpit

Everything's okay
At least that's what they say
One foot in the gutter
The other's in the grave, YEAH!
Punch the clock I'm your slave
For the rest of my life 12 hours a day
No future, no way
I was born to lose but that's okay

I don't want to do anything today but look at sexy naked tatted chicks lol and jump around head banging and thrashing out to metal lol \m/