Written 3 years ago 5-10-07
The boy I was, Before I became a man.
Is chained up deep inside of me !
Now he's awake and devising a plan .
To cheer the soul of this sorrowful man !!
5-13-07
Ok ! I’ve been working on a plan to cheer up my sorrowful Ass ! I'm tired of being locked in the dark side of my brain, it's not a good place to be and damn hard to escape from!!
I remember moments and I've seen some amazing thing's, places, people, sunset's, waterfalls, creek's, river's, desert's and the endless always changing horizon as I drove my truck, beautiful things do exist I'm sure of it !
So why do I live in the dark side of my mind when all these beautiful memories exist ??
Finally we get to my plan !
I want to fill my mind with so many of these beautiful images, that the dark side get's crushed into a little spot I can lock away forever ! Real, imagined, pictures, film or book's it doesn't matter!
Today 5-15-10 3 years later
The plan continues and is working!
……….I now…………
Play more, explore more, photograph more and
See more beauty in the world then ever before.
Sun shines, Wind blows,
I breathe, I smile.
What more than this is required?
As I watch another in my small family of loved ones start on the path of a painful death,
I just hold my head as I watch the sunrise and cry.
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