Too much time has passed. I honestly thought I'd deleted my profile (or suspended it) as I was on the road with a company owned computer all year last year and coudlnt keep up. I saw on my bank statement that I'd made a SG payment...and here I am again.

Given the amount of time since my last post I cant really offer too much as there is just that..."too much"

I will be having my first photography show this April at my local coffee house (AURORA in the Highlands). Its not fetish stuff, but I can say that danielK was influential in getting me off my ass and into the right camera a few years ago. (thanks Daniel)

I got a new job..and things are going well. I'm off to LA for 2 months starting on monday. WERD....

Oh..yea. I am only writing to put my last entry back a page.

We broke up. I did all I could. There were diffrences that /she/we could not get past. Yesterday (this went down yesterday) I was strong, knew it needed to happen, and was only slightly affected by it. Today I am kind of falling apart. I'm sad. This sucks.

I have a show this Wednesday:

if they hadn't have chaged the site...youd be looking at an image of my very cute dog. Instead...your not.

OK. I'm gonna say it. I fucking hate the new site. I think it sucks and someone ass hat must have been bored and decided that it would be cool to change everythig. I waited for a week or two to say anything because sometimes I just don't like change. I'm sure someones going to come and point out how or why this is better. Save it. Its better for YOU not me. ITs fucking annoying. I didn't pay SG to make my life difficult...people do that for free. Oh thats right..your in charge. How could I forget. Congrats on becoming THE MAN.

Oh Oh..i think I feel a zot coming on.

This is not why I'm writing though.

I'm in heavy like with a girl. I met her at a party i threw a month or so ago. I would not normally say anything. This feels diffrent though. It could be something big.

It could be over next week too so....I'm enjoying what i have while I have it and just hope it stays this way for a good long while.

So..we had a party at my place. A big party. My band played, my friends band The Jack Straws played, and a rocking cool DJ Shawn Cozy ran us till late. No doubt we saw well over 200 people (maybe 300) over the course of the night.

Everyone rocked very effectively.

We burned thru 40 pounds of BBQ
5 Kegs
1 very large bottle of Jager
My house still smells like a marijuana farm.

All thats left is 2 diet cokes.

The downside is that this was a multiple resident party (my house is divided into several apartments). 2 Girls live above me and BOTH of them had their purses/wallets stolen, and some limp dick stole a keg tap. The tap thing is a dick move, the purses...someone went in their rooms (the doors were shut) and took the wallets WHILE THEY WERE IN THE HOUSE!

All and all the party was a huge success. Its just unfortuate that there will always be a bad egg in the mix.

Next year we will do it again. We will be better prepared and most certainly try to out do ourselves.