bryanwithay

almost christmas no shopping done what so ever.
instead i've been staying in a lot lying around getting some major use out of my ps3.
things arent too bad, feel kinda like i'm losing touch with people, but i'm 90% sure its just in my head.
stoked for new years and hopefully trying to find something new for work at the beginning of the year....
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after a few months of being broke i'm back
still broke but had a bit of extra dough to get my account back

i want/need out.
get me away fro
m this place. not
hing feels right h
ere anymore. an
d i couldn't tell an
yone why.

i havent felt this
empty in a long
while. tell me the
re's a switch th
at will turn this o
ff and on.

i really feel like everything's getting too rough to take as of late. just waking up seems to take more effort that what it's really worth. i love the days i wake up, don't get me wrong, but it takes so much effort to roll out of bed and know that i have to either go to a job i loathe or have nothing to...
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i never really knew what it was to really care about someone. but sitting here while one of if not my closest friend is bawling and just hearing her is kind of painful. not in the way where its unbearable but more cause of the fact that there's nothing i can do to help. its just one of those weird situations but she knows i'll...
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i really feel like i'm losing touch with myself. like a certain release needs to happen and i just havent figured out how.

though this week has been fill with extremes haha.

monday i went and had my septum redone
tuesday shaved my head
wednesday nothing haha.
today i get more work done on my sleeve hopefully i'll be able to get it done within...
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empty hearts yield empty bottles...

spending up until 5am vomiting and pissing out of your ass is not fun. do NOT eat mcdonalds haha. so raunchy.
though when i finally heard from the girl my night got better she's the best thing to happen to me and beyond cute when she's drunk, its her 21st today and she's feeling it . and i'm just glad she's mine even though she's...
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home sick today and tomorrow with pneumonia.
spending them sleeping and relaxing. :-\