brwnitalian:
me
Im so excited my birthday is coming up this Sunday(Feb 27th)
and one of my best freinds is home until march from school. so she and my other girlfreind plus my boyfreind are going out with me to the stripclub maybe we'll get some lap dances! i dunno but i cant wait.
and one of my best freinds is home until march from school. so she and my other girlfreind plus my boyfreind are going out with me to the stripclub maybe we'll get some lap dances! i dunno but i cant wait.
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brwnitalian:
So yeh i just figured out recently found out that my life pretty much blows A$$! hahha ummm yeh not funny! let me think... Im short,bored i hate work cuz lemme think my boss is a shrek and she sux big friggin time!..my only decent friend's I have at the time are Allison and Jessica...cuz as far as I'm concerned and from what I am told my "BEST FREIND" is a drunkard which is usually not a problem for me..but the people I know who drink can handle it and aren't nesscesarily sleeping around and lieing to me. I dunno, I think I stopped trying to be in some of my freinds lives for awile now, cuz if u think about it pretty FUCKING hard (hahhaha no no not funny) umm well I've tried my friggin best to be included but it seems like It will never happen. I dunno maybe Im being freaking selfish- but then again i dont just forget about people when I suddenly move away or whatever.. maybe Im desparate to be around freinds I have no freaking clue-IM TIRED OF BEING THE ONE TO MAKE THE PLANS AND MAKE THE PHONE CALLS FIRST IM FRIGGIN DONE - IM DONE!!! IF MY FREIND(S) LOVE ME OH SO MUCH WELL MAYBE THEY WOULD START PICKING UP THE GOD DAMN PHONE..!how bout those apples.... im gonna go crawl Into a ditch.. on the other hand my boyfreind I love him watever but he could be soo corny at time like a wallflower 
i just dont know what to do.. and lately I just havent wanted any sex from him ever since I guess I made up my mind I wanted a(n) experince with a girl..Im freaking Sexually Frustrated...blahh somebody help me WTF should I do? 
So yeh i just figured out recently found out that my life pretty much blows A$$! hahha ummm yeh not funny! let me think... Im short,bored i hate work cuz lemme think my boss is a shrek and she sux big friggin time!..my only decent friend's I have at the time are Allison and Jessica...cuz as far as I'm concerned and from what I am told my "BEST FREIND" is a drunkard which is usually not a problem for me..but the people I know who drink can handle it and aren't nesscesarily sleeping around and lieing to me. I dunno, I think I stopped trying to be in some of my freinds lives for awile now, cuz if u think about it pretty FUCKING hard (hahhaha no no not funny) umm well I've tried my friggin best to be included but it seems like It will never happen. I dunno maybe Im being freaking selfish- but then again i dont just forget about people when I suddenly move away or whatever.. maybe Im desparate to be around freinds I have no freaking clue-IM TIRED OF BEING THE ONE TO MAKE THE PLANS AND MAKE THE PHONE CALLS FIRST IM FRIGGIN DONE - IM DONE!!! IF MY FREIND(S) LOVE ME OH SO MUCH WELL MAYBE THEY WOULD START PICKING UP THE GOD DAMN PHONE..!how bout those apples.... im gonna go crawl Into a ditch.. on the other hand my boyfreind I love him watever but he could be soo corny at time like a wallflower i just dont know what to do.. and lately I just havent wanted any sex from him ever since I guess I made up my mind I wanted a(n) experince with a girl..Im freaking Sexually Frustrated...blahh somebody help me WTF should I do?
brwnitalian:
so I havent wrote in my journal so I decided to today...my body is killing me this morning...I started the trimspa crap..cuz I just woke up in the morning and I looked in the mirror and I just couldnt stand looking at myself....and then I rememberd what I used to look like so hopefully Im gonna look good and drop some poundage before "swimsuit season".
....I dunnoo I keep ya posted
[Edited on Mar 19, 2005 7:34AM]
....I dunnoo I keep ya posted
[Edited on Mar 19, 2005 7:34AM]