Well, it didn't go as badly as I expected, and not as well as I hoped. There is hope though. I dunno if that's a good thing. Mainly because experience tells me hope only serves as a spring board into melancholy blindsiding me like a motherfucker.
Fuck it, no risk no gain, right?
Possibly could have a "internship" in NYC. Pay's fair enough, for a shitty schedule. We'll see how it goes. I was hesitant just because I'm a cynic. I'm doing it just because if it works out, awesome. And if I crash and burn, fuck it I'm enjoying the ride.
Ran into a buddy I deployed with yesterday. Was awesome catching up with him. Seeing him reminded me the mindset I needed to cultivate. He's definitely part of that psycho-social group I need to strive to be in. He's one of three guys I deployed with that are nigh inviolate to me. They rank above and beyond family and the vast majority of my friends.
Anyways, I'm off to do some shit for/with/whatever in regards to the VFW. Interesting times. Hopefully soon I'll be able to post pics of shit.
Fuck it, no risk no gain, right?
Possibly could have a "internship" in NYC. Pay's fair enough, for a shitty schedule. We'll see how it goes. I was hesitant just because I'm a cynic. I'm doing it just because if it works out, awesome. And if I crash and burn, fuck it I'm enjoying the ride.
Ran into a buddy I deployed with yesterday. Was awesome catching up with him. Seeing him reminded me the mindset I needed to cultivate. He's definitely part of that psycho-social group I need to strive to be in. He's one of three guys I deployed with that are nigh inviolate to me. They rank above and beyond family and the vast majority of my friends.
Anyways, I'm off to do some shit for/with/whatever in regards to the VFW. Interesting times. Hopefully soon I'll be able to post pics of shit.