well to give an update...

we are having a girl!: so excited!!!

my loves band is doing amazing! they just had the new cd release..it sounds great if you like metal go check out on fb or reverbnation.com----------bands name is SKINKAGE!

if your are in the nc or sc areas..come out to a show and hang out!

well thought i would write a lil about my shitty ass day...which crazy enough started out pretty good. ironically enough...

my work is trying to screw me over...i got all upset. after speaking with some close friends, my mom, and my love...they told me to try to relax and just breathe. take it easy. i have been writing since i got home..about anything and everything.

well tomorrow morning...is still going to be soooo exciting. finding out what we are having...oh haha..did i mention im expecting my first little one whoa!

well just checking in...love some new pics from the lovely ladies

life has taken a new turn for me again...like always.

things have gotten better and working through some other things...life can be a challenge sometimes but as long as you keep with it and have the heart to keep wanting to move through life...it will be ok.

i'm learning to let things go...move on from the things that dont matter that much...let go of the things out of my hands...and work through the things that mean the most to me.

the most important person in my life is goin through some rough things...i will always be there for them

well i just wanted to update with whats goin on with me lately for those who are interested....

finally moved and got everything all settled in several wks ago. my mom came and visited me..she just had to come and ck out my new apt of course. started my new position at work this wk. its been extremely hectic but im working through it. got some strange and stressful things personally right now goin on but no need to go into detail w that. that is no fun and honestly...it will work itself out if its supposed to, right?

lets see....what else.. ooo...i may be adopting a new cat soon i will let you know how that goes.

hes a big boy lol...just kinda lays around but he has pretty blues eyes. i will try to get a pic up when i get some news

well thats enough for now.

well i am def in a shitty situation. but all i can say is fuck it. i will make it through this shit! fuck this shit...

well..goin through some changes right now. some are good.,.some are blah.

i moved back into town. having to get things situated..set up...unpack.

my mom is comin down to visit me for a few days.

im trying to get everything unpacked so i can bring the pets over i miss my dog!

im about to start a new position at work..oct 1st is the big day. got training next wk.

like i said..a lot goin on....trying to focus on the good and just work through the bad.

so i wont mention bad..bc its not even worth bringing up bc im gonna make it through and it will get better!

thanks for the bday wishes. sorry i havent been on for a while. i was out of town to visit family for a while. trip to md...so great didnt want to leave so soon.

now back to reality...

happy birthday to me

well its been a while again since i posted so i guess its time for a lil update...

working a lot still. went to the reservation last weekend for a pow wow...it was amazing to watch and just be a part of. have a trip back home to maryland and delaware in august. its getting really close! im ready to see some family and friends.

today im just enjoying my day off. relaxing. reading. cleaning.

i got my new tat done with my friend. im working to get the pic posted on here.

ive been having this insane feeling of just moving...changing my whole scenery...i dont know why. its the nomad in my i guess. im pretty sure im staying in sc area though for a while

well i gotta go. later.

well i am about to take a bubble bath before bed. i have work early in the am booo! but then at least its the weekend which is awesome! we are going to the amusement park early saturday morning w friends....then my hubby has a metal show saturday night HELL YEA!!!


my friend and i are gonna finally finish our tats in june


i will post a pic whenever i get it done...


later